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Thursday, February 24, 2011

changed address

HI FOLKS.

im right here @ yanghuining.blogspot.com

Thursday, January 20, 2011

yay i passed my skills

and once again, HELLO.

im here to update briefly again.. heheh...

follow me on twitter if u wanna noe more! which..... only birds might do,. anw!

im glad i passed my skills! wooopeee..

but bio pract test was diff!! ):

i only had 3 qns im kinda confident over 40... pretty shitty i know, but.. yeahhhhh.. its over

im stil gnna b busy until next week, den by that time i can finally rest!!

FINally¬ ):

Nursing............ Totally....... szux.

ehhh, im so tempted to buy sk2... e commercial made it really good, and i saw some of e reviews from

people who has used that product..

its really worth a try..

ystdae i went to fatty's hse.. and we were practising our skills, and we ended playing!

i love putting my smelly legs on her bed, and she would den go crazy and wack me like a madwoman.

BUT i think its fun! hehehe..

wil totally do it AGAIN! rofl..

oh, n btw, did i mention, e way she laugh n giggle...

she could pass for a psychopath!

tsktsk.. : P

ok, mayb i could psycho my mom to let me camp there some other time......

and theres one more thing.... lately... that i have been begging my mom.. lol

nt exactly begging, but... u noe... buttering, n psycho-ing...

to buy me e bra frm wacoal...

that bra is exquisute i would say, and totally gorgeous!!!

man, it would b a shame if i dun own em...

*cries

CIAO

Thursday, January 6, 2011

HNY! although its e 6th. rofl

Hello rusty blog n pple who stil reads my blog. its VERY rusty i know.. i havent update for a million yrs.

and... e reason for that... u guys know..

ok, anyway., this is the first post for 2011. so thumbs up for that!

helped out in the open hse today for nursing, doing in house touring which is a total bore..

sec sch kids all around, stinky...reminds me of e old us, old classmates, and that we have all grown up,

mature, and getting into the realistic, cold and piercing society..

tsk..

its always good to cherish whatever u had...

so for now, cherish my poly life..

but its kinda weird though, cause although i tried to cherish now, or even so i do, i believe in e future i would

say smth like i wished i cherished now, which apparently maybe i did, but u would always feel u havent

cherished enough...

hmmmm..

it has been a harsh week i would say, especially on tues, e second day of e week after e break.

why u would ask.. thats because my grpmates and i had to complete a research method project in which we spent about a day to do it. i only knew it on monday, few hrs of discussion, and tues went sch super early

for meetings, and til 2pm, our presentation time. it was a rush, and we all had headache cause its research

method! i wished it was smth more st. forward.

anyway, its over, and i had a big headache after it...

it was terrible... but im so glad its all over now...

will 2011 be better... i wonder..

Sunday, December 12, 2010

12.12.10

tmr is a brand new week for sch again. i finally completed my 1 month of posting at kk and sgh.

oh man, it was alright i guess, but.... i got ups and downs for e past 1 month.

anyway, i wil b able to c porky again tmr. it has been some time since we met..

oh and my lil jess is away in japan. man, she must b having tons of fun there..

so happy for her too (:

my bdae is coming.. i wil b going to snow city.. AGAIN. w lard.

i like it! HAHAAHH

so yeah, its gnna b a simple celebration.

mom is gnna cook me a whole plate of da tou ya and some dishes i love!!

like landyfinger n stuff.

dun wan anyone to spend any bomb on my bdae. really..

being happy n simple is what i wish for... and i will b contented.

well, i wil b bz again. theres tons of things waiting for me to do soon, but nevertheless, im happy.

today, at least. HAHA.

i will always spare time for pple i care n love i promise.

n those pple already knew it. im always with you guys.

love n night!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Obstetric n gynaecology posting

hello folksie. as u guys noe, my kk attachment is over.

im having my O&G posting now@SGH now.

well, i must say its pretty stressful out there.. gtta noe and learn alot, cause my lecturer is pretty strict bout

us knowing these n that. so i better buck up.

well, i read up on some stuff already.. and im gtting tired, so im gnna rest now!

ok, today i was sent to the O&G center with hoe yee, she's a nice ger fm malaysia..

and yeah, we clicked well.. i knew her long time anw. hehe.

i gt to see how the ultrasound is being done, and i could see e foetus heartbeat. it was amazing.

i did some registration thingy there too cause it was too damn bored for us. all we did is observe n observe

moreover, e imagolist doesnt seems too happy or frenly to guide us. we are pretty much lost and alone.

well, bear w it.. life as a student.. wad can u expect...

after lunch, we were den sent to individuals room where docs sees patient. i was being treated like an invisible

person. nobody bothers to talk or guide u.. it sucks max.

i literally stood at a place for an hr. all i did was staring at e doc, and sometimes, i was left alone in e room..

standing.... feels like sec sch days. rofl..

totally sucks.

i exchanged room w my fren to my dismay, and realize her room was so much better cause there's a enrolled

nurse there who is quite nice. although not to the frenly stage, i would say at least she didnt have the irritated

face or attitude. so i shoot her lotsof qns, and i picked up stuff quickly. at least i get to see pep smear procedures TWICE!

my fren none. ROFL. i stealed her opportunity. but whatever¬

its ovvvvverrr!! gagagagadasc

ehh, tmr we will be at the nursery room. so i gt to see all the neonates.

must b super careful with them.... thurs to labour ward, n fri is gnna b a boring normal ward day. SIAN

ayyyyyyyee.......

NURSING IS A DIFF COURSE!!!

its so damn professional u cant believe ure gg thru all e shit.

dun ever think that its smth easy to study.. cause u-'BEE wrong!

ok these pics are fm arteastiq. weeks back when we had high tea@mandarin gallery.

errm.. oppps...: D

ciaosssssmamammapokeeeeee

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

My RILAKKUMA IPHONE3GS

ILOVEMYPHONE NOW cause i didnt noe my 3GS actually came in high resolution. ROFL. cause once i bought my phone, i bought e matt screen protector, n it looks matt. yeah..

thus it doesnt look that defined..

and when i removed it, i was like,

wow.. its damn cool. like iphone4.

HAHAHAR

ok, so i can wait happily now for iphone5. mayb?

tmr is the last AM shift for KK attachment, but theres still more to come in my another 2 wks attachment " SGH

so far at KK, i kinda like it. its pretty different from e norm of my attachment..

staff are quite nice n frenly, although our skills are limited here, but i LIKE IT! :p

and i get to see my classmates n frens .. so im quite happy!

but almost everyday, i realise i will yawn like a hippo, and when e teacher starts to talk, i can really fall asleep..

oh ya. i stil gt case study. dumb man....

im about done.. im doing on a case thats quite common..

wan me to share???

okay.. its this birth defect called hypospadias..

Hypospadias is a birth defect of the urethra in the male that involves an abnormally placed urinary meatus (opening). Instead of opening at the tip of the glans of the penis, a hypospadic urethra opens anywhere along a line (the urethral groove) running from the tip along the underside (ventral aspect) of the shaft to the junction of the penis and scrotum or perineum.

Chim right. NVM. letme show a pic for u guys that wont look so gross..
tadah!

It just mean that some guys are born with the meatus(Opening AKA hole in layman term),

not at the tip, but somewhere else like from any other places as shown above..

so urinating will b diff,may lead to sexual dysfunction.

interesting right... poor kiddos, have to do operation, cover e original hole and create another opening
at the tip and correct the urethra(Urine passage) to the top.

so its best to do e op before pri sch.. if not they may feel, different?
D:

okay. i wanna go n rest now..

i like justin bieber's song.....
hehe. random..

Labels: one step closer

Saturday, November 20, 2010

looking forward

have you realise that most of the Best thing in life we can get are free?

Family, siblingds, friends, your face, your body. rofl

say If everything is good, for instance u n ur family, frens get along well, u bear a pretty face n a good body shape. isnt that wonderful. you dont even have to spent a dime on it.

desho?

hmm, say if its bad.. like your dad n mom tortures you, ur siblings hate you,ure a loner, ur frens con u,

you look like shit and ure bloody fat, ok seriously u can go commit suicide. rofl. nah im just kidding..

I believe if you happen to fit in all these categories, its really sad, and its still free. but i believe, there's smth

good that bounds to happen to u.. right? nobody get minus everytime..

maybe you have a talent? ahhar.. like beethoven.. who's deaf, or mozart.. he gt depression or wad?

rofl...anyway, most of e talented pple has defects.

either loner, depress, blind, deaf, dumb or throw fits. at the same time, they prove emselves in e world..

so, what comes around goes around.

whatever thats free, cherish it. all things has their own value..

anyway, i earned 30 bucks today with my own abilities!'

dots... whats that spose to mean eh?

i did a PT job, giving out flyers@PS. 1 hr 10 bucks. i did 3 hrs, n seriously 3 hrs is enuff for u to faint.

damn tiring i tell u, carrying my bag somemore.

i get to see pple, again..

lots of pple, tall short, pretty, ugly, nice n bad.all sorts of rubbish.

some people are nice, some ignore you, some took more den 1, telling me that she wants to take another

one so i could go home earlier. rofl. nice pple r around ok..

i did my part, and i didnt slack one bit. apart fm gg to e toilet that took few mins, i really tried my best

to give out what i had in hand.

there wasnt much pple too, and its raining, but im proud to say im e one who gave out e most among us 4,

mayb cause oif location, what i felt happy was that i felt honest and the 3 hard earned pieces felt precious.

maybe because i got cash. rofl.

im gnna offer 10 bucks of e 30 bucks tmr in church.
Thank God because he gave me this day to live, healthy, limbs still intact, n everything.

i always believed, everything that i had, its of God's grace.

you are not meant to be, healthy, if thats not what is permitted from above.

so yeah! give thanks.. n be HARPWEEE!

mom bought my bdae present. its a watch from Fossil.

the design is quite unique, and its lovely.

cost 179bucks. i was thinking of getting the chanel limited edition pouch with 4brushes, that cost 150,

but i decided to choose e watch, nt cause its more ex rofl, cause its more realistic..

rightright!!

mom is more POWDERFUL. she bought a new shades from chanel that cost 660.

she really liked it, and i must say the shades is really pretty. it has a kinda classic aura, rofl.

i was afraid e mirror would break la, cause she kept looking in e mirror with the sunglasses,

so i told her to just BUY IT. if not, my legs are really gnna suffer.

so after MUCH consideration,s he bouoght it. which is good. one piece only, no one can have e same

as her.. rofl. the chanel casing is totally epic n cool.

ayyyyye. what do u expect. its C-H-A-N-E-L

wonder how would dad reacts if he knew. tee hee.. maybe he will " AHHHHHH!!!!"

afterall, my mom has lots of babies in her room, some of em i even yet seen b4.

n its good in a way... like esp cosmetic, i can used hers. heh.

okok.. im really tired. so i have to zomskabpow.

ehhh, btw, kk attachment is pretty boring.

few babies only, lame kids left, e rest are either slping or loner kids.

pretty much nth to do.

Just, talking bad about a bitchy nurse MARIA~rofl

or eat sweets..

and do some admission n para. YAWN!

n my fren andy is totally crazy over a baby.

he's really BER ZIAOW! ROFL Yehyehayayaddaddwoowowo!
ciaos~ Csk

Labels: my goal

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

selamat hariraya

SUP BAODIES.

I just gave birth. ROFL.
IMA JUZ KIDDING. are u mad? in uniform! hahaha
im having attachment @ KK hospital now..
so many children, few babies, but they are all, NEVERTHELESS, cute to e max.
i did took a few shots, but ima just gnna uplaod em to my fb when i have e time OKAY! :p

im going out soon with lardy soon...

going arteastiq for high tea l8r too cuz sis iz working there too :p

so most probably gt to eat..

YEAH...

so im glad theres PH for our 2 wks attachment at kk, cause we get to rest.

its like so damn tired there ok..

alright, not that there's much to do there too, but playing with kids and babies can be xtremely

tedious ok..

and furthermore, i really hope all the kiddos there can get well soon..

after 2 wks of KK attachment, im gnna go another 2 wks of sgh Obstetric and gyn (O&G) posting..
guess i get to see more infants there, but whatever e case, im treating em like precious GOLD.

cause they are their Mommies n daddies BABIES.

so have to b extremely careful..

looking at those cuties makes me wanna have one too.,.

hmph, that is provided if i can get married la..

man, imagine me being left on e shelf..

im gnna cry a pool..

kay, im gnna go prepare now.

so... BYE.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

me jobless again. ROFL

HEEEEHEHEHEHEH. HAISLOZE evveleebaodee, itz me again.
yeah of course its me, who else are u gnna expect. so i haven been writing again...
im sorry. anyway, no one really reads it. rofl.. cause im nt writing often so pple stop coming...
RIGHT?!!!! YES!!! that shows how much my frens support me. lol. just kidding..
anyway, its week 4 again. shucks. cant believe time flew like bullet train.. "shoooom" and nxt wk my clinical attachment is coming. im attached to kk hospital this time round, at least not SGH, howzit for smth new?
heheh. i might just enjoy myself,....probably.. never know..
afterall, who can resists kiddoes and babies.... supeeeeeeerdee cawaii.
imagine seeing them so small and tender..
but of course, i must really be careful with them. its no joke, yeah!

of course by that time, i would write again and share my experience. 2 weeks there, den after that another 2 weeks at SGH. sianz.
in which department you ask. obstetric and gynaecology.
yeah, pretty sucky.. imagine lots of angry aunties aging from 30 plus.
this is why i like oldies. cause they are gong gong and super cute, and they are more flexible. KEE!

and anyway, i would like to tell u guys a secret..
and that it......
(*drumroll)
i liked a new korean actor.!! rofl..

dots..........................
eh dun liddat ok. im sharing it cause he's super cute to me.
and he's not kwon sang woo, nopeee, lee min ho? nopeee
bae yong jun, eeeewww nvr. lol

its JANG KUEN SUK.
he acted in the drama 'you're beautiful" and totally took my heart away can. heheh
yaya, might forget him soon, but i guess not.
he's the first actor i really like, and i might just choose to meet him instead of hamasaki ayumi if i had e chance.
oh yeah... thats how he meant to me...
gagagga..

kkkkayz, my omija is coming... y take so long one...
zzzzzzzzzz....
bought some stuff today. cri..
im gg to hunt for a job again..
i know i change jobs like im changing garments, but....
im really keen to know....
where is e place that can really keep me..
HEH.
tooooodelllllssss

Monday, November 1, 2010

november 2010

SRY for not writing since 101010. rofl...
its november 1st today. HAPPY....
cause its another brand new month.. hoping it will get better...

and sry that i didnt blog bout my hokkaido trip cause im damn lazy and i only tell frens that asked me...
heheh.. it was FUN n everyday is buffet so i literally gt fatter by 2kg but im back to my original weight rdy.
hahha...
watch reign of assassins today at ps...
although its quite late, but i must say its a gd movie : D

lately ive probs financially and everything worries me..
so unsure of my future, but i do have faith in God above.
notice how i put a capital G for God, cause in e bible, god< is referring to other gods being worship by the gentiles, like e egyptians gods n blabla, apparently is not real God... real God in e bible which is also known as JEHOVAH is name God<

e one and only true God who creates heavens , earth, everything n including US!! ;p

arrrgh, i kinda feel cold every night nowadays...
anyway, christmas is coming n im so excited, i love christmas!!!!!
and guess how im gnna spend it?!

every christmas night, im going to stay at home n listen to christmas carols! read e bible, n trust me,
i love that feeling, so peaceful, and LOTS n lots of happiness can b felt .. hehe

i wish u guys can experience wad i feel too, really great...
so, thats my best christmas all these years....

i dun need turkey, parties, food, etc.,
i need music, warm light, me me n me plus God..
super Love!!

kkkkk, nighty night..

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10-10-10 10.19pm

Everyday is an individual day. For me. And for every individual dates, I only have that day. Once that day has past, it wil never return, n it wil b gone. Forever. Only memories can b left.

Be it happy or sad, they might have past, but I can't help but have so much desire just to experience it once more. How we walk to sch, how we laugh our way to class. How fun I tot life could be as long as they are around. I kno I can never have that chance anymore, so I miss em very much. If I could go back, I would tell em hw much they mean to me, n each of our everyday will b spent meaningfully.

So, I wouldn't wanna regret these period of my life in e future, moaning, so I wana let my v gd frens know, I love em very much, ystdae, today n future, and I did say I love em. Ok. So I can have no regrets. Missing can b a form of pain n torment, depends on it's level.
True pain is wen u miss e person so much, but u can't even tell em. Yeahh. Once in awhile, getting Moody missing frens of ur life may nt b so bad. It just goes to show how impt they used to b to me, n perhaps even nw.

I'm going Hokkaido on tues morning. 615am check in.815 flight, ANA japan airlines terminal2 to Tokyo narita. Reach bout 4 pm plus n den fm narita 7pluspm flight again to Hokkaido Sapporo. Wil reach bout 8plus pm. It's pretty cold there, 4-15 degrees. I'm gnna be so fat n thick there. Well, finally. (:

Monday, October 4, 2010

Monday is stupid

ok, mayb im e one stupid cause im not suppose to say monday is stupid but whatever it is, im bored max.
heheh... yeah, working tmr, even more SIAN.
and mom pms me today morning because of some small stuff and i seriously think she over reacted and
it pisses me off too so wadever it is, i dun giv a bloody damn bout it. wadever mannnnnn.

bored bored bored... im dying to go jess hse la.. i wonder how zit rdy, like e renovation n stuff..
wanna meet her soon too cause i wanna hear her stories :p

okay, i gt my microsoft office now.
yaydee, from e help of my bro.
hate reformatting. and i do wish to change a new laptop. so bored w this dell. zzz
bye

BITS video. weeks back. Lol

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

:D D D D D D D D

Oooooooiiue!

i passed all my papers so im mad happy..
because i have been worrying about failing it ya see, as im not very confident in myself for some paper..
but i managed to pass and results were better den before, so im quite happy..
Glad that cindy passed too!
i thank God for my results because i constantly pray earnestly to him about my worries for my coming
results, and There he is, always there, just like when i collected my O level cert.

i truly think its not my work but its God's.

N also, my Hokkaido trip is confirmed...
i will be leaving s'pore on 12 oct and be back on 18 oct which is the start of a brand new semester,
so wish me luck n bon voyage for my trip.
dun worry, i wil have LOTs n lotzof fun!! will take more pics n let u guys see..

Oh, another gd news, my zuobo sis decided to be a staff nurse! yay
like finally, so she already applied for SGH, going interview soon..
hehhe, gd for her! n btw shes wrking at arteastiq now. lol
me? im stil jobless, but im waiting for Dior to call me..

kay, going out with mommy now!
BYE

Labels: Thank you GOD

Sunday, September 19, 2010

a very bad sunday

Im bloody tired today..
woke up early morning 7.20 and my right eyelid looks kinda swollen..

shitballllzzzzz ):

my double eyelid skin is like freaking NUA and no double eyelid, nt even thriple, its not MONO as well,
its just all stuck in e 3 of it. bloody gross..
anyway, hope my eye can recoveer ASAP
im watching e k drama personal preference. so funny n they r so cute. hehe
but nyway, i WIL ALWAYS N FOREVER be loving JAPAN more den korea, cause ive always
liked Japanese ever since i was a kid,
anyway, i removed e vid rdy. ROFL.
cause pork lard says its meant for her, so......... hehehhe

anyway, tired. later stil gg dinner w dad's side pple.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tmr out w lard, thurs lil jess coming over to my hse (:
my mom wants to cook for her. hee hee hee

Friday, September 17, 2010

hehehhe. im nuts

SUP BAODY. its a raint day today, so im v happy. going to work later. 2-11pm..
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
i hope its fun.
so yeah, celebrated e trotter birthday ystdae, we went to watch resident evil. well, it was gross, and not vvv
scary ehs, although i didnt really c those scary parts cause i was using e calbee wrapper to dodge my view.

normally wouldnt have watch those kinds of movie, but cause it was e lards bdae, n i noe she wants to watch,
so i decided to watch w her. hee hee heeeeeeeee

anyway, i made a video for her.. its VERY gay, so pls be prepared. hahahha
gd that she liked it...
i actually have to speak really soft for hock huat;s part can, cause ITS DAMN EMBARASSING.
its not me alone at home ok... zzzz :p

i know im gay, but thats me! =PPPPp
please dont forget my female look, );
i actually do have some video of me in normal self, as in huining,, but den, idk why theres no sound...
pisssssssty, so anw......
just watch if u want.

i just tried out shufa from ,my dad... its so difficulty. everything must be in precise, controlling, neat..
well, my dad is really artistic... in many ways...
good in sports. art, cooking(jap), i wish i gt to know guys like my dad.
handsome n good body built, talented, smart n etc.......
why my mom is good too!
alright, shall go n wander arnd @ home now.
byebybeybeybeybe

BTW, SOrry for e green green box... idk why it appears at youtube, cause e original do not have it.
nyway, will pass this vid to pork lard.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

My autumn holidays

Lately, I've been fretting wad I'm gg to do with al the free time I had. Since it's e holidays, I truly want to enjoy it. But to my dismay, things dun often work according to wad I wish.

Everyday, it's either at home watching anime, go ntuc, I dun really hav much to do.
While some pple ask me out, I rejected cause I find it a bore. While I like to go out w my frens, they either have smth on or they need to work.
Sigh. Wad a holiday. Everyone is pretty much busy. No one really had e freetime to catch up w you , or wadever. Nvm.

While job hunting is even more gross. Having to go alone to ask, n gg for interviews alone sucks big time. I couldn't really do much alone. It bores me to death.
Other den pms, I still have pms. Yes I have it big time, n ESP I'm feeling bloody hot almost everyday n it's freaking bored almost everyday.
It's freaking irritating. Everything pisses me off n even a ant that's in sight could die horribly if I happen to c it.
This kind of violence pretty much sums up my frustration. Things I can't say or complain. Fml. Bloody pissed.

But den again. I really wish God could help me.
Sigh. E first sign of happiness I wish, probably to rain first. Big hot buldging sun pissed me off too.
Urrrgg.

So dad is coming home today. I shall slp soon

Zzz u know wad? E most scariest thing in life, is wen a person decided to give up on u. Or, terminating their frenship with u. Sounds scary ehh? Let me share den.

I remember that kind of feeling. Wen that person meant alot to me. Apparently my best fren in pri sch days. We sort of gt into a quarrel, n we have tt numerous times. So while e cold war lasted for days, I thought I shuld just apologize n b frens again. While I call her using e phone, n told her wad I had to say, knowing that she wil let it go, I boldly apologize. Even though I think it wasn't my fault. But den, in e phone, she accepted my apologies, but she say she couldn't b frens w me again. It broke my heart, n I stil rmber it.

With my ex bf, again, this time it was my fault. But wen I ask for reconcile, he said it was enuff.

The part where pple has gave up on u, n dun wanna have any more relations with u, dun Wana care about u, is a v scary feeling. I can cry days n days.
I dun blame em though. I probably made em do these to me. I guess I haven't done my part enuff.

You see words are often empty. Frens forever is bullshit. Wrote that a million yes ago n guess wad, how e heck they've been ? Idk.
ILy imy. To hell w it unless u mean it. Although similarly, it won't last.
Everything said wouldn't last, but anything that's being felt could last.
And I remember very well.
So instead of telling ur bestfren, rue my bestfren.
Why not keep mum n prove it with more actions n feelings.

We all have a way of seeing n feeling things.
I guess this is human. Wad seem important to me might look shallow to u. N vice versa.
So, there's no space for a true definition.
Feel it den. Goodnight.

Friday, September 10, 2010

FRIDAY

i just finished bout 20 episodes of naruto shippuden which i kept to date...
so theres none left for me to watch until some time....
well, i just finished watching where naruto became e hero cause he defeated pain, aka akatuski leader
who is damn strong!
i like watching naruto!!! its so nice, funny and touching........
you guys should watch it too.. but i started watching when i was in sec sch, so if u never watch before,
and wants to start from e v beginning, that might need SOME time.. Lol

*yawnnn
i need to find a job soonb );

Monday, September 6, 2010

tmr BIO

Got Bio exam tmr..... :D
well, 80MCQ yay!
20 marks SAQ D: scary
anyway, just wish me luck oggey?
thurs is my last paper on behaviour mod, SCARIEST shit of this sem i tell u
i gt a bloody F previously, and many gt D..
its a v stupid paper... behaviour modification, hmm, sounds cool, fun and interesting.
GOSH! dont be fooled by all these terms, it can KILL u... zzzz trust mi on this.
e same goes for sociology, psychology, all e sigmend freud is a PIGPIG PIG!!!!!!
anyway, i dun really giv a damn if i spelled his name correctly, they are all
one of a kind, trust me!!!
im more worried for e thurs paper... ):

well, cindy's bdae is coming...
):
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but nvm la... she's (: im :D

i need to buy a weighing scale soon... like serious....
anyway, i watch videos on mychonny...
quite a popular channel i suppose, he's fren of bubzbeauty.
anyway, i happen to watch his vids on "my sister is crazy" which made
me laugh like a trillion.
its bloody retarded but i really laughed ok..
lame until..

if u wanna watch it, this is e link...

warning first!!!! coarse language. no children below 18. HA
n that means..... P...... LOL!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lb_sfdylkw

okay, so i really have to go study more.
dont miss me alright. xoxo :DD

Labels: windy

Thursday, September 2, 2010

huining is sad

Latley.. i became emo again...
idk why,... maybe its because exams n stuff, plus many probs from com n phone..
this n that.. so i gt pretty sensitive over everything...
gt pissed easily, n when i gt stress, i realise my breathing gt bad again..
today mental health paper was a killer...
alright, some was ez, but most of e time i have to resort to minimani alright..
GG
2 hour paper somemore.. i was like breathing so hard. sml
n e botaki invigilator was kinda rude :l
not to me ^^

anyway, im vvvvv sad... because... of some reasons....
maybe my hokkaido trip has to be cancelled...
not confirmed yet... pls dun ask me why, e wound in my heart is getting
gangreneous..
but if u really wanna know, ask me nxt yr... (if i really cant go)
aiya DUNNO LA........
but maybe going.... idk.. it depends...
or maybe changing to korea???
idk....
or perhaps just staying in s'pore....

anyway, whatever...
can den go... if cant theres nth i can do too...
and im pisssssssssed pissssssssed pisssssssssed..............

D:< !!!!!!!

lim chaqiu cindy's bdae is coming......
mayb just bring her go eat kopitiam, print a neoprint n go home.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
;X

ehh, im supposed to b pissed now..
BYE!

oh n btw, im thinking of writing a story for her birthday.. like make a
storybook for her... HEHHEHEHhehehehhee
u noe, i really like writing stories.. i know my stories may be retarded n lame..
v childish, n v bo liao...
but i still love to write.. idk why... ever since a kid, i always liked to write
lyrics, stories..........
just that my potential is yet unleashed ;p
im waiting for a "masatomatsuura" < e guy hu found ayumi to find me for my talent :p

AS IF.. ghehhhehehehge.kkkkk bb

Saturday, August 28, 2010

namie amuro

NAMIE AMURO VIDAL SASOON (:

: DDD niceee

Sunday, August 22, 2010

NICE!!! muz watch.. but if im e ger, i wil also choose e initiative guy..
which is also her husband!! better looking too :p

Saturday, August 21, 2010

One more week

Attachment wil end after one more week. I'wil b so happy on nxt sat. I wil paint n make my nails, scrub my body n make sure every inch is clean until !!!
I wil doll up n go out with my gf n stay so happy. Errrr.,,,,,
I stil have my exams. Ok. Most probably after exams I shall have all e infinite fun.
But I'm gnna watch step up 3 n Wang leehom movie soon.

Ok. So in a nutshell, I'm glad e torments in e hospital is ending. Seriously I would have become crippled or wheelchair bounded if I cont in this nursing profession. Haha. Oops, sry I'm just this weak n delicate.:p

Mommy bought a new cam today. N I wil b e one using it most of e time so tt makes me e owner(:
Samsung dual screen cam, at 429. At e expo fair.

Ciaos!!!!!!!!

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Monday, August 16, 2010

070710 lunar

Hi folks. Just gt bac fm attachment. Exhausted as per usual. Today I did a on admission all by myself n did nasal n rectal swab.

E thing is, e patient went toilet n shit while I wait for her, n after she was done she says she dun hav energy to clean her anus. So I clean it for her. But she is kinda BIG size, n her butt is humongous, so I suppose I roughly got it, n den wen I brought her back, n swap her rectal aka anus , it's like e swap Kenna lots of faeces la. Idk izit cause I didn't clean her gd enuff, but I do wanna congrats whoever doing e culture thingy.

N there's this male patient hu admitted in, nt in my room but I kpo go help. N wen I change his baju, I saw his tatoo behind his back with a woman pic on it, n near to e woman chest there's a serene on it. Plus on top of his back written 偏偏喜欢你. Lol. Damn gay right. !!!!:p

Ok. I'm gg Hokkaido on oct 11. Can't wait. N sis was hoping my
Tour wouldn't b formed. I wil wack her if it's nt form. Ha. Hate attachment. Urrrrrghhhhh!!!!!!
Night!!!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

)L:

today is a TIRING day as per usual...

woke up at 540am, dilly dally, and its almost 6am wen i went to freshen up myself..

while making beds for e patients, i literally felt like i could doze off any minute..

i have no much strength, and im dependent on my very 金刚 fren yin ling cause she's bloody

macho in that sense la..

she likes to b with me, she thinks that im very dependable and whenever she's with me, she

feels that nth wil go wrong because i wil always find a way/solution... heheh..

i know because i interviewed her... and i know she's saying it from her heart.. hehe :D

BUT, she doesnt know im reliant on her too.. D:

:p or rather, very much...

its so good to have a attachment buddy, and that we are always together, DUNNO WHY.

since my first posting in 63C, we knew each other n became buddies..

we helped each other and does wadever in pairs.

Good right........ (:

but den again, we do have some tiffs sometimes... we both can get cranky but alright afta tt.

okay, so i gave a s/c injection today. first time, damn anxious.. but kinda fun..

gt technique one okay...

my ward is renal ward, so all e patients have problems with they kidney ):

poor thing.. always have to go dialysis..

but then kidney patients cant drink too much water ---> lesser urine---> no need to change for em-->

huining (:

tmr is pm. shift....

zzzzzzzzzz

theres no time to lose, exams are drawing near...

btw, its e lunar 7th mth rdy..

sorry folks for e sms i send... u know, e one it says must send to 9 pple....

ermm... i really dun wanna 'hai' u all one but im kinda scared....

Normally i dun do such retard stuff, but den e description says until liddat,,., u noe..

i even send one to e number from sch one la.. heheh..

wadever la...

sry! pple, pls dun send me this kinda msg.....

its SICKENING!

:D ciaos

Labels: no time to waste

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Hi folks...

i need to eat! urgently.. like now!!!

so i cant blog much... ehh.....

btw, attachment started today.

bored like hell....

and u noe wad, im in e same place again...

JUST BESIDE e room from my previous posting..,

so no life can!!!

all cause of YOG!!!!

eeeeeewwwwwwwwww......

nyway, 3 wks...

i cant wait to feel normal again!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Mental Health Depression Video

hi folks. i noe i have not been updating...

mainly because im really v busy, n im dozing anytime soon now...

BUT anw, im glad that my grp and i has finished ALL e projs rdy.. YEAHHHHH!!!!!!

BUT, theres a upcoming skill test again, BCLS aka basic cardiac life support

AKA CPR...

so c is having her skill test tmr while mine is on monday...........

adult choking + adult CPR + infant choking n CPR all included.

must pass all 4.....................................

my compression is nt v good.............

gtta brush up..............

ok below here is e video...........

im so happy cause everyone likes our video n they even applause...

^^ feels GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. sense of satisfaction.......

its not easy to make a video anw, we spent 5-6 hours doing it, and compile it

into 6 mins plus vid......

but nevertheless, it was enjoyable and fun...

teacher gave us 29/30.......

and i know she likes it, cause she did laugh...

which is great...

hope u guys like it too, and pls dont discriminate my ugly looks inside....

xoxo

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

ALL FOR LOVE

often when i clean bit's cage...

and when his urine smells like some gorilla's stool, i really cant help but feel so reluctant to clean..

i suppose every 1-2 days. depending on his urine output...

it is indeed, v smelly. but everytime im doing it, im putting on a smile..

i dont feel irritated or unhappy when doing...

i put him in his pail, and put him on top of e washing machine..

he's afraid of heights.. hehe..

and when i wash his stuff n change, he's looking at me doing all his saikang from above.

he's so adorable and his lips is so thin n cute!

only get to see it when he's high up.....

i think i did it willingly and never complained because i love my rabbit alot...

i mean, you do things willingly and happily for e ones you loved isnt it..

i guess, thats how it goes, and thats my theory...

so i guess, perhaps i should learn how to love my patients, so den i wont find cleaning them

tough.... although its kinda hard to love someone who isn't adorable or have attitude probs...

anyway, its interesting...........................................

so i passed my skills, some test over.... some presentation coming...

my work load is getting lesser, and im beginning to breathe normally again....

things colliding together... those days... gosh my head was so freaking big...

all swollen up with all the workloads thats crushing me, cause i lack of confidence....

wadever it is, i Thank God for what has past, and whats gnna come soon...

i just finished writing a script for mental health..

basically the scenario is written for us, so all i have to do is based on the given scenarios and chart/plan a reasonable script according to my imagination with more details...

we're taking video for this proj.... wont be long, but reasonably short.

this scenario isnt really best of all, i mean Mental health... supposed to be crazy and u noe..

really siao dingdong... but we are LUCKy to chose e depression one..

so we wont get the chance to do much of those muscle/facial spasm thingy or go scolding some

pple for no reason...

but well, we get to see some emo kid....

and that emo kia is gnna be cindy.. cause shes RARELY EMO!

must give her a chance to unleash her sadness inside...

and for more details, pls stick w me, and i might just give some sneak preview..

teeheeehee.,..

Altez is so chio!!!!

i so wanna live there!~~~!!!!!!