Everyday is an individual day. For me. And for every individual dates, I only have that day. Once that day has past, it wil never return, n it wil b gone. Forever. Only memories can b left.
Be it happy or sad, they might have past, but I can't help but have so much desire just to experience it once more. How we walk to sch, how we laugh our way to class. How fun I tot life could be as long as they are around. I kno I can never have that chance anymore, so I miss em very much. If I could go back, I would tell em hw much they mean to me, n each of our everyday will b spent meaningfully.
So, I wouldn't wanna regret these period of my life in e future, moaning, so I wana let my v gd frens know, I love em very much, ystdae, today n future, and I did say I love em. Ok. So I can have no regrets. Missing can b a form of pain n torment, depends on it's level.
True pain is wen u miss e person so much, but u can't even tell em. Yeahh. Once in awhile, getting Moody missing frens of ur life may nt b so bad. It just goes to show how impt they used to b to me, n perhaps even nw.
I'm going Hokkaido on tues morning. 615am check in.815 flight, ANA japan airlines terminal2 to Tokyo narita. Reach bout 4 pm plus n den fm narita 7pluspm flight again to Hokkaido Sapporo. Wil reach bout 8plus pm. It's pretty cold there, 4-15 degrees. I'm gnna be so fat n thick there. Well, finally. (: