HUININGS

changed address

2011-02-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

HI FOLKS.

im right here @ yanghuining.blogspot.com

yay i passed my skills

2011-01-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

and once again, HELLO.

im here to update briefly again.. heheh...

follow me on twitter if u wanna noe more! which..... only birds might do,. anw!

im glad i passed my skills! wooopeee..

but bio pract test was diff!! ):

i only had 3 qns im kinda confident over 40... pretty shitty i know, but.. yeahhhhh.. its over

im stil gnna b busy until next week, den by that time i can finally rest!!

FINally¬ ):

Nursing............ Totally....... szux.

ehhh, im so tempted to buy sk2... e commercial made it really good, and i saw some of e reviews from

people who has used that product..

its really worth a try..

ystdae i went to fatty's hse.. and we were practising our skills, and we ended playing!

i love putting my smelly legs on her bed, and she would den go crazy and wack me like a madwoman.

BUT i think its fun! hehehe..

wil totally do it AGAIN! rofl..

oh, n btw, did i mention, e way she laugh n giggle...

she could pass for a psychopath!

tsktsk.. : P

ok, mayb i could psycho my mom to let me camp there some other time......

and theres one more thing.... lately... that i have been begging my mom.. lol

nt exactly begging, but... u noe... buttering, n psycho-ing...

to buy me e bra frm wacoal...

that bra is exquisute i would say, and totally gorgeous!!!

man, it would b a shame if i dun own em...

*cries

CIAO

HNY! although its e 6th. rofl

2011-01-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello rusty blog n pple who stil reads my blog. its VERY rusty i know.. i havent update for a million yrs.

and... e reason for that... u guys know..

ok, anyway., this is the first post for 2011. so thumbs up for that!

helped out in the open hse today for nursing, doing in house touring which is a total bore..

sec sch kids all around, stinky...reminds me of e old us, old classmates, and that we have all grown up,

mature, and getting into the realistic, cold and piercing society..

tsk..

its always good to cherish whatever u had...

so for now, cherish my poly life..

but its kinda weird though, cause although i tried to cherish now, or even so i do, i believe in e future i would

say smth like i wished i cherished now, which apparently maybe i did, but u would always feel u havent

cherished enough...

hmmmm..

it has been a harsh week i would say, especially on tues, e second day of e week after e break.

why u would ask.. thats because my grpmates and i had to complete a research method project in which we spent about a day to do it. i only knew it on monday, few hrs of discussion, and tues went sch super early

for meetings, and til 2pm, our presentation time. it was a rush, and we all had headache cause its research

method! i wished it was smth more st. forward.

anyway, its over, and i had a big headache after it...

it was terrible... but im so glad its all over now...

will 2011 be better... i wonder..

12.12.10

2010-12-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

tmr is a brand new week for sch again. i finally completed my 1 month of posting at kk and sgh.

oh man, it was alright i guess, but.... i got ups and downs for e past 1 month.

anyway, i wil b able to c porky again tmr. it has been some time since we met..

oh and my lil jess is away in japan. man, she must b having tons of fun there..

so happy for her too (:

my bdae is coming.. i wil b going to snow city.. AGAIN. w lard.

i like it! HAHAAHH

so yeah, its gnna b a simple celebration.

mom is gnna cook me a whole plate of da tou ya and some dishes i love!!

like landyfinger n stuff.

dun wan anyone to spend any bomb on my bdae. really..

being happy n simple is what i wish for... and i will b contented.

well, i wil b bz again. theres tons of things waiting for me to do soon, but nevertheless, im happy.

today, at least. HAHA.

i will always spare time for pple i care n love i promise.

n those pple already knew it. im always with you guys.

love n night!

Obstetric n gynaecology posting

2010-11-30T19:33:00.003+08:00

hello folksie. as u guys noe, my kk attachment is over.

im having my O&G posting now@SGH now.

well, i must say its pretty stressful out there.. gtta noe and learn alot, cause my lecturer is pretty strict bout

us knowing these n that. so i better buck up.

well, i read up on some stuff already.. and im gtting tired, so im gnna rest now!

ok, today i was sent to the O&G center with hoe yee, she's a nice ger fm malaysia..

and yeah, we clicked well.. i knew her long time anw. hehe.

i gt to see how the ultrasound is being done, and i could see e foetus heartbeat. it was amazing.

i did some registration thingy there too cause it was too damn bored for us. all we did is observe n observe

moreover, e imagolist doesnt seems too happy or frenly to guide us. we are pretty much lost and alone.

well, bear w it.. life as a student.. wad can u expect...

after lunch, we were den sent to individuals room where docs sees patient. i was being treated like an invisible

person. nobody bothers to talk or guide u.. it sucks max.

i literally stood at a place for an hr. all i did was staring at e doc, and sometimes, i was left alone in e room..

standing.... feels like sec sch days. rofl..

totally sucks.

i exchanged room w my fren to my dismay, and realize her room was so much better cause there's a enrolled

nurse there who is quite nice. although not to the frenly stage, i would say at least she didnt have the irritated

face or attitude. so i shoot her lotsof qns, and i picked up stuff quickly. at least i get to see pep smear procedures TWICE!

my fren none. ROFL. i stealed her opportunity. but whatever¬

its ovvvvverrr!! gagagagadasc

ehh, tmr we will be at the nursery room. so i gt to see all the neonates.

must b super careful with them.... thurs to labour ward, n fri is gnna b a boring normal ward day. SIAN

ayyyyyyyee.......

NURSING IS A DIFF COURSE!!!

its so damn professional u cant believe ure gg thru all e shit.

dun ever think that its smth easy to study.. cause u-'BEE wrong!

ok these pics are fm arteastiq. weeks back when we had high tea@mandarin gallery.

errm.. oppps...: D

ciaosssssmamammapokeeeeee

My RILAKKUMA IPHONE3GS

2010-11-23T18:37:00.007+08:00

ILOVEMYPHONE NOW cause i didnt noe my 3GS actually came in high resolution. ROFL. cause once i bought my phone, i bought e matt screen protector, n it looks matt. yeah..

thus it doesnt look that defined..

and when i removed it, i was like,

wow.. its damn cool. like iphone4.

HAHAHAR

ok, so i can wait happily now for iphone5. mayb?

tmr is the last AM shift for KK attachment, but theres still more to come in my another 2 wks attachment " SGH

so far at KK, i kinda like it. its pretty different from e norm of my attachment..

staff are quite nice n frenly, although our skills are limited here, but i LIKE IT! :p

and i get to see my classmates n frens .. so im quite happy!

but almost everyday, i realise i will yawn like a hippo, and when e teacher starts to talk, i can really fall asleep..

oh ya. i stil gt case study. dumb man....

im about done.. im doing on a case thats quite common..

wan me to share???

okay.. its this birth defect called hypospadias..

Hypospadias is a birth defect of the urethra in the male that involves an abnormally placed urinary meatus (opening). Instead of opening at the tip of the glans of the penis, a hypospadic urethra opens anywhere along a line (the urethral groove) running from the tip along the underside (ventral aspect) of the shaft to the junction of the penis and scrotum or perineum.

Chim right. NVM. letme show a pic for u guys that wont look so gross..
tadah!

It just mean that some guys are born with the meatus(Opening AKA hole in layman term),

not at the tip, but somewhere else like from any other places as shown above..

so urinating will b diff,may lead to sexual dysfunction.

interesting right... poor kiddos, have to do operation, cover e original hole and create another opening
at the tip and correct the urethra(Urine passage) to the top.

so its best to do e op before pri sch.. if not they may feel, different?
D:

okay. i wanna go n rest now..

i like justin bieber's song.....
hehe. random..

looking forward

2010-11-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

have you realise that most of the Best thing in life we can get are free?

Family, siblingds, friends, your face, your body. rofl

say If everything is good, for instance u n ur family, frens get along well, u bear a pretty face n a good body shape. isnt that wonderful. you dont even have to spent a dime on it.

desho?

hmm, say if its bad.. like your dad n mom tortures you, ur siblings hate you,ure a loner, ur frens con u,

you look like shit and ure bloody fat, ok seriously u can go commit suicide. rofl. nah im just kidding..

I believe if you happen to fit in all these categories, its really sad, and its still free. but i believe, there's smth

good that bounds to happen to u.. right? nobody get minus everytime..

maybe you have a talent? ahhar.. like beethoven.. who's deaf, or mozart.. he gt depression or wad?

rofl...anyway, most of e talented pple has defects.

either loner, depress, blind, deaf, dumb or throw fits. at the same time, they prove emselves in e world..

so, what comes around goes around.

whatever thats free, cherish it. all things has their own value..

anyway, i earned 30 bucks today with my own abilities!'

dots... whats that spose to mean eh?

i did a PT job, giving out flyers@PS. 1 hr 10 bucks. i did 3 hrs, n seriously 3 hrs is enuff for u to faint.

damn tiring i tell u, carrying my bag somemore.

i get to see pple, again..

lots of pple, tall short, pretty, ugly, nice n bad.all sorts of rubbish.

some people are nice, some ignore you, some took more den 1, telling me that she wants to take another

one so i could go home earlier. rofl. nice pple r around ok..

i did my part, and i didnt slack one bit. apart fm gg to e toilet that took few mins, i really tried my best

to give out what i had in hand.

there wasnt much pple too, and its raining, but im proud to say im e one who gave out e most among us 4,

mayb cause oif location, what i felt happy was that i felt honest and the 3 hard earned pieces felt precious.

maybe because i got cash. rofl.

im gnna offer 10 bucks of e 30 bucks tmr in church.
Thank God because he gave me this day to live, healthy, limbs still intact, n everything.

i always believed, everything that i had, its of God's grace.

you are not meant to be, healthy, if thats not what is permitted from above.

so yeah! give thanks.. n be HARPWEEE!

mom bought my bdae present. its a watch from Fossil.

the design is quite unique, and its lovely.

cost 179bucks. i was thinking of getting the chanel limited edition pouch with 4brushes, that cost 150,

but i decided to choose e watch, nt cause its more ex rofl, cause its more realistic..

rightright!!

mom is more POWDERFUL. she bought a new shades from chanel that cost 660.

she really liked it, and i must say the shades is really pretty. it has a kinda classic aura, rofl.

i was afraid e mirror would break la, cause she kept looking in e mirror with the sunglasses,

so i told her to just BUY IT. if not, my legs are really gnna suffer.

so after MUCH consideration,s he bouoght it. which is good. one piece only, no one can have e same

as her.. rofl. the chanel casing is totally epic n cool.

ayyyyye. what do u expect. its C-H-A-N-E-L

wonder how would dad reacts if he knew. tee hee.. maybe he will " AHHHHHH!!!!"

afterall, my mom has lots of babies in her room, some of em i even yet seen b4.

n its good in a way... like esp cosmetic, i can used hers. heh.

okok.. im really tired. so i have to zomskabpow.

ehhh, btw, kk attachment is pretty boring.

few babies only, lame kids left, e rest are either slping or loner kids.

pretty much nth to do.

Just, talking bad about a bitchy nurse MARIA~rofl

or eat sweets..

and do some admission n para. YAWN!

n my fren andy is totally crazy over a baby.

he's really BER ZIAOW! ROFL Yehyehayayaddaddwoowowo!
ciaos~ Csk

selamat hariraya

2010-11-17T12:34:00.001+08:00

SUP BAODIES.

I just gave birth. ROFL.
IMA JUZ KIDDING. are u mad? in uniform! hahaha
im having attachment @ KK hospital now..
so many children, few babies, but they are all, NEVERTHELESS, cute to e max.
i did took a few shots, but ima just gnna uplaod em to my fb when i have e time OKAY! :p

im going out soon with lardy soon...

going arteastiq for high tea l8r too cuz sis iz working there too :p

so most probably gt to eat..

YEAH...

so im glad theres PH for our 2 wks attachment at kk, cause we get to rest.

its like so damn tired there ok..

alright, not that there's much to do there too, but playing with kids and babies can be xtremely

tedious ok..

and furthermore, i really hope all the kiddos there can get well soon..

after 2 wks of KK attachment, im gnna go another 2 wks of sgh Obstetric and gyn (O&G) posting..
guess i get to see more infants there, but whatever e case, im treating em like precious GOLD.

cause they are their Mommies n daddies BABIES.

so have to b extremely careful..

looking at those cuties makes me wanna have one too.,.

hmph, that is provided if i can get married la..

man, imagine me being left on e shelf..

im gnna cry a pool..

kay, im gnna go prepare now.

so... BYE.

me jobless again. ROFL

2010-11-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

HEEEEHEHEHEHEH. HAISLOZE evveleebaodee, itz me again.
yeah of course its me, who else are u gnna expect. so i haven been writing again...
im sorry. anyway, no one really reads it. rofl.. cause im nt writing often so pple stop coming...
RIGHT?!!!! YES!!! that shows how much my frens support me. lol. just kidding..
anyway, its week 4 again. shucks. cant believe time flew like bullet train.. "shoooom" and nxt wk my clinical attachment is coming. im attached to kk hospital this time round, at least not SGH, howzit for smth new?
heheh. i might just enjoy myself,....probably.. never know..
afterall, who can resists kiddoes and babies.... supeeeeeeerdee cawaii.
imagine seeing them so small and tender..
but of course, i must really be careful with them. its no joke, yeah!

of course by that time, i would write again and share my experience. 2 weeks there, den after that another 2 weeks at SGH. sianz.
in which department you ask. obstetric and gynaecology.
yeah, pretty sucky.. imagine lots of angry aunties aging from 30 plus.
this is why i like oldies. cause they are gong gong and super cute, and they are more flexible. KEE!

and anyway, i would like to tell u guys a secret..
and that it......
(*drumroll)
i liked a new korean actor.!! rofl..

dots..........................
eh dun liddat ok. im sharing it cause he's super cute to me.
and he's not kwon sang woo, nopeee, lee min ho? nopeee
bae yong jun, eeeewww nvr. lol

its JANG KUEN SUK.
he acted in the drama 'you're beautiful" and totally took my heart away can. heheh
yaya, might forget him soon, but i guess not.
he's the first actor i really like, and i might just choose to meet him instead of hamasaki ayumi if i had e chance.
oh yeah... thats how he meant to me...
gagagga..

kkkkayz, my omija is coming... y take so long one...
zzzzzzzzzz....
bought some stuff today. cri..
im gg to hunt for a job again..
i know i change jobs like im changing garments, but....
im really keen to know....
where is e place that can really keep me..
HEH.
tooooodelllllssss

november 2010

2010-11-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

SRY for not writing since 101010. rofl...
its november 1st today. HAPPY....
cause its another brand new month.. hoping it will get better...

and sry that i didnt blog bout my hokkaido trip cause im damn lazy and i only tell frens that asked me...
heheh.. it was FUN n everyday is buffet so i literally gt fatter by 2kg but im back to my original weight rdy.
hahha...
watch reign of assassins today at ps...
although its quite late, but i must say its a gd movie : D

lately ive probs financially and everything worries me..
so unsure of my future, but i do have faith in God above.
notice how i put a capital G for God, cause in e bible, god< is referring to other gods being worship by the gentiles, like e egyptians gods n blabla, apparently is not real God... real God in e bible which is also known as JEHOVAH is name God<

e one and only true God who creates heavens , earth, everything n including US!! ;p

arrrgh, i kinda feel cold every night nowadays...
anyway, christmas is coming n im so excited, i love christmas!!!!!
and guess how im gnna spend it?!

every christmas night, im going to stay at home n listen to christmas carols! read e bible, n trust me,
i love that feeling, so peaceful, and LOTS n lots of happiness can b felt .. hehe

i wish u guys can experience wad i feel too, really great...
so, thats my best christmas all these years....

i dun need turkey, parties, food, etc.,
i need music, warm light, me me n me plus God..
super Love!!

kkkkk, nighty night..

10-10-10 10.19pm

2010-10-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

Everyday is an individual day. For me. And for every individual dates, I only have that day. Once that day has past, it wil never return, n it wil b gone. Forever. Only memories can b left.

Be it happy or sad, they might have past, but I can't help but have so much desire just to experience it once more. How we walk to sch, how we laugh our way to class. How fun I tot life could be as long as they are around. I kno I can never have that chance anymore, so I miss em very much. If I could go back, I would tell em hw much they mean to me, n each of our everyday will b spent meaningfully.

So, I wouldn't wanna regret these period of my life in e future, moaning, so I wana let my v gd frens know, I love em very much, ystdae, today n future, and I did say I love em. Ok. So I can have no regrets. Missing can b a form of pain n torment, depends on it's level.
True pain is wen u miss e person so much, but u can't even tell em. Yeahh. Once in awhile, getting Moody missing frens of ur life may nt b so bad. It just goes to show how impt they used to b to me, n perhaps even nw.

I'm going Hokkaido on tues morning. 615am check in.815 flight, ANA japan airlines terminal2 to Tokyo narita. Reach bout 4 pm plus n den fm narita 7pluspm flight again to Hokkaido Sapporo. Wil reach bout 8plus pm. It's pretty cold there, 4-15 degrees. I'm gnna be so fat n thick there. Well, finally. (:

Monday is stupid

2010-10-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

ok, mayb im e one stupid cause im not suppose to say monday is stupid but whatever it is, im bored max.
heheh... yeah, working tmr, even more SIAN.
and mom pms me today morning because of some small stuff and i seriously think she over reacted and
it pisses me off too so wadever it is, i dun giv a bloody damn bout it. wadever mannnnnn.

bored bored bored... im dying to go jess hse la.. i wonder how zit rdy, like e renovation n stuff..
wanna meet her soon too cause i wanna hear her stories :p

okay, i gt my microsoft office now.
yaydee, from e help of my bro.
hate reformatting. and i do wish to change a new laptop. so bored w this dell. zzz
bye

BITS video. weeks back. Lol

2010-10-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

:D D D D D D D D

2010-09-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

Oooooooiiue!

i passed all my papers so im mad happy..
because i have been worrying about failing it ya see, as im not very confident in myself for some paper..
but i managed to pass and results were better den before, so im quite happy..
Glad that cindy passed too!
i thank God for my results because i constantly pray earnestly to him about my worries for my coming
results, and There he is, always there, just like when i collected my O level cert.

i truly think its not my work but its God's.

N also, my Hokkaido trip is confirmed...
i will be leaving s'pore on 12 oct and be back on 18 oct which is the start of a brand new semester,
so wish me luck n bon voyage for my trip.
dun worry, i wil have LOTs n lotzof fun!! will take more pics n let u guys see..

Oh, another gd news, my zuobo sis decided to be a staff nurse! yay
like finally, so she already applied for SGH, going interview soon..
hehhe, gd for her! n btw shes wrking at arteastiq now. lol
me? im stil jobless, but im waiting for Dior to call me..

kay, going out with mommy now!
BYE

a very bad sunday

2010-09-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

Im bloody tired today..
woke up early morning 7.20 and my right eyelid looks kinda swollen..

shitballllzzzzz ):

my double eyelid skin is like freaking NUA and no double eyelid, nt even thriple, its not MONO as well,
its just all stuck in e 3 of it. bloody gross..
anyway, hope my eye can recoveer ASAP
im watching e k drama personal preference. so funny n they r so cute. hehe
but nyway, i WIL ALWAYS N FOREVER be loving JAPAN more den korea, cause ive always
liked Japanese ever since i was a kid,
anyway, i removed e vid rdy. ROFL.
cause pork lard says its meant for her, so......... hehehhe

anyway, tired. later stil gg dinner w dad's side pple.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tmr out w lard, thurs lil jess coming over to my hse (:
my mom wants to cook for her. hee hee hee

hehehhe. im nuts

2010-09-17T11:22:00.003+08:00

SUP BAODY. its a raint day today, so im v happy. going to work later. 2-11pm..
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
i hope its fun.
so yeah, celebrated e trotter birthday ystdae, we went to watch resident evil. well, it was gross, and not vvv
scary ehs, although i didnt really c those scary parts cause i was using e calbee wrapper to dodge my view.

normally wouldnt have watch those kinds of movie, but cause it was e lards bdae, n i noe she wants to watch,
so i decided to watch w her. hee hee heeeeeeeee

anyway, i made a video for her.. its VERY gay, so pls be prepared. hahahha
gd that she liked it...
i actually have to speak really soft for hock huat;s part can, cause ITS DAMN EMBARASSING.
its not me alone at home ok... zzzz :p

i know im gay, but thats me! =PPPPp
please dont forget my female look, );
i actually do have some video of me in normal self, as in huining,, but den, idk why theres no sound...
pisssssssty, so anw......
just watch if u want.

i just tried out shufa from ,my dad... its so difficulty. everything must be in precise, controlling, neat..
well, my dad is really artistic... in many ways...
good in sports. art, cooking(jap), i wish i gt to know guys like my dad.
handsome n good body built, talented, smart n etc.......
why my mom is good too!
alright, shall go n wander arnd @ home now.
byebybeybeybeybe

BTW, SOrry for e green green box... idk why it appears at youtube, cause e original do not have it.
nyway, will pass this vid to pork lard.

My autumn holidays

2010-09-14T22:29:00.001+08:00

Lately, I've been fretting wad I'm gg to do with al the free time I had. Since it's e holidays, I truly want to enjoy it. But to my dismay, things dun often work according to wad I wish.

Everyday, it's either at home watching anime, go ntuc, I dun really hav much to do.
While some pple ask me out, I rejected cause I find it a bore. While I like to go out w my frens, they either have smth on or they need to work.
Sigh. Wad a holiday. Everyone is pretty much busy. No one really had e freetime to catch up w you , or wadever. Nvm.

While job hunting is even more gross. Having to go alone to ask, n gg for interviews alone sucks big time. I couldn't really do much alone. It bores me to death.
Other den pms, I still have pms. Yes I have it big time, n ESP I'm feeling bloody hot almost everyday n it's freaking bored almost everyday.
It's freaking irritating. Everything pisses me off n even a ant that's in sight could die horribly if I happen to c it.
This kind of violence pretty much sums up my frustration. Things I can't say or complain. Fml. Bloody pissed.

But den again. I really wish God could help me.
Sigh. E first sign of happiness I wish, probably to rain first. Big hot buldging sun pissed me off too.
Urrrgg.

So dad is coming home today. I shall slp soon

Zzz u know wad? E most scariest thing in life, is wen a person decided to give up on u. Or, terminating their frenship with u. Sounds scary ehh? Let me share den.

I remember that kind of feeling. Wen that person meant alot to me. Apparently my best fren in pri sch days. We sort of gt into a quarrel, n we have tt numerous times. So while e cold war lasted for days, I thought I shuld just apologize n b frens again. While I call her using e phone, n told her wad I had to say, knowing that she wil let it go, I boldly apologize. Even though I think it wasn't my fault. But den, in e phone, she accepted my apologies, but she say she couldn't b frens w me again. It broke my heart, n I stil rmber it.

With my ex bf, again, this time it was my fault. But wen I ask for reconcile, he said it was enuff.

The part where pple has gave up on u, n dun wanna have any more relations with u, dun Wana care about u, is a v scary feeling. I can cry days n days.
I dun blame em though. I probably made em do these to me. I guess I haven't done my part enuff.

You see words are often empty. Frens forever is bullshit. Wrote that a million yes ago n guess wad, how e heck they've been ? Idk.
ILy imy. To hell w it unless u mean it. Although similarly, it won't last.
Everything said wouldn't last, but anything that's being felt could last.
And I remember very well.
So instead of telling ur bestfren, rue my bestfren.
Why not keep mum n prove it with more actions n feelings.

We all have a way of seeing n feeling things.
I guess this is human. Wad seem important to me might look shallow to u. N vice versa.
So, there's no space for a true definition.
Feel it den. Goodnight.

FRIDAY

2010-09-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

i just finished bout 20 episodes of naruto shippuden which i kept to date...
so theres none left for me to watch until some time....
well, i just finished watching where naruto became e hero cause he defeated pain, aka akatuski leader
who is damn strong!
i like watching naruto!!! its so nice, funny and touching........
you guys should watch it too.. but i started watching when i was in sec sch, so if u never watch before,
and wants to start from e v beginning, that might need SOME time.. Lol

*yawnnn
i need to find a job soonb );

tmr BIO

2010-09-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

Got Bio exam tmr..... :D
well, 80MCQ yay!
20 marks SAQ D: scary
anyway, just wish me luck oggey?
thurs is my last paper on behaviour mod, SCARIEST shit of this sem i tell u
i gt a bloody F previously, and many gt D..
its a v stupid paper... behaviour modification, hmm, sounds cool, fun and interesting.
GOSH! dont be fooled by all these terms, it can KILL u... zzzz trust mi on this.
e same goes for sociology, psychology, all e sigmend freud is a PIGPIG PIG!!!!!!
anyway, i dun really giv a damn if i spelled his name correctly, they are all
one of a kind, trust me!!!
im more worried for e thurs paper... ):

well, cindy's bdae is coming...
):
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
):
but nvm la... she's (: im :D

i need to buy a weighing scale soon... like serious....
anyway, i watch videos on mychonny...
quite a popular channel i suppose, he's fren of bubzbeauty.
anyway, i happen to watch his vids on "my sister is crazy" which made
me laugh like a trillion.
its bloody retarded but i really laughed ok..
lame until..

if u wanna watch it, this is e link...

warning first!!!! coarse language. no children below 18. HA
n that means..... P...... LOL!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lb_sfdylkw

okay, so i really have to go study more.
dont miss me alright. xoxo :DD

huining is sad

2010-09-02T20:25:00.001+08:00

Latley.. i became emo again...
idk why,... maybe its because exams n stuff, plus many probs from com n phone..
this n that.. so i gt pretty sensitive over everything...
gt pissed easily, n when i gt stress, i realise my breathing gt bad again..
today mental health paper was a killer...
alright, some was ez, but most of e time i have to resort to minimani alright..
GG
2 hour paper somemore.. i was like breathing so hard. sml
n e botaki invigilator was kinda rude :l
not to me ^^

anyway, im vvvvv sad... because... of some reasons....
maybe my hokkaido trip has to be cancelled...
not confirmed yet... pls dun ask me why, e wound in my heart is getting
gangreneous..
but if u really wanna know, ask me nxt yr... (if i really cant go)
aiya DUNNO LA........
but maybe going.... idk.. it depends...
or maybe changing to korea???
idk....
or perhaps just staying in s'pore....

anyway, whatever...
can den go... if cant theres nth i can do too...
and im pisssssssssed pissssssssed pisssssssssed..............

D:< !!!!!!!

lim chaqiu cindy's bdae is coming......
mayb just bring her go eat kopitiam, print a neoprint n go home.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
;X

ehh, im supposed to b pissed now..
BYE!

oh n btw, im thinking of writing a story for her birthday.. like make a
storybook for her... HEHHEHEHhehehehhee
u noe, i really like writing stories.. i know my stories may be retarded n lame..
v childish, n v bo liao...
but i still love to write.. idk why... ever since a kid, i always liked to write
lyrics, stories..........
just that my potential is yet unleashed ;p
im waiting for a "masatomatsuura" < e guy hu found ayumi to find me for my talent :p

AS IF.. ghehhhehehehge.kkkkk bb

namie amuro

2010-08-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

NAMIE AMURO VIDAL SASOON (:

: DDD niceee

2010-08-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

NICE!!! muz watch.. but if im e ger, i wil also choose e initiative guy..
which is also her husband!! better looking too :p

One more week

2010-08-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

Attachment wil end after one more week. I'wil b so happy on nxt sat. I wil paint n make my nails, scrub my body n make sure every inch is clean until !!!
I wil doll up n go out with my gf n stay so happy. Errrr.,,,,,
I stil have my exams. Ok. Most probably after exams I shall have all e infinite fun.
But I'm gnna watch step up 3 n Wang leehom movie soon.

Ok. So in a nutshell, I'm glad e torments in e hospital is ending. Seriously I would have become crippled or wheelchair bounded if I cont in this nursing profession. Haha. Oops, sry I'm just this weak n delicate.:p

Mommy bought a new cam today. N I wil b e one using it most of e time so tt makes me e owner(:
Samsung dual screen cam, at 429. At e expo fair.

Ciaos!!!!!!!!

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070710 lunar

2010-08-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

Hi folks. Just gt bac fm attachment. Exhausted as per usual. Today I did a on admission all by myself n did nasal n rectal swab.

E thing is, e patient went toilet n shit while I wait for her, n after she was done she says she dun hav energy to clean her anus. So I clean it for her. But she is kinda BIG size, n her butt is humongous, so I suppose I roughly got it, n den wen I brought her back, n swap her rectal aka anus , it's like e swap Kenna lots of faeces la. Idk izit cause I didn't clean her gd enuff, but I do wanna congrats whoever doing e culture thingy.

N there's this male patient hu admitted in, nt in my room but I kpo go help. N wen I change his baju, I saw his tatoo behind his back with a woman pic on it, n near to e woman chest there's a serene on it. Plus on top of his back written 偏偏喜欢你. Lol. Damn gay right. !!!!:p

Ok. I'm gg Hokkaido on oct 11. Can't wait. N sis was hoping my
Tour wouldn't b formed. I wil wack her if it's nt form. Ha. Hate attachment. Urrrrrghhhhh!!!!!!
Night!!!

)L:

2010-08-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

today is a TIRING day as per usual...

woke up at 540am, dilly dally, and its almost 6am wen i went to freshen up myself..

while making beds for e patients, i literally felt like i could doze off any minute..

i have no much strength, and im dependent on my very 金刚 fren yin ling cause she's bloody

macho in that sense la..

she likes to b with me, she thinks that im very dependable and whenever she's with me, she

feels that nth wil go wrong because i wil always find a way/solution... heheh..

i know because i interviewed her... and i know she's saying it from her heart.. hehe :D

BUT, she doesnt know im reliant on her too.. D:

:p or rather, very much...

its so good to have a attachment buddy, and that we are always together, DUNNO WHY.

since my first posting in 63C, we knew each other n became buddies..

we helped each other and does wadever in pairs.

Good right........ (:

but den again, we do have some tiffs sometimes... we both can get cranky but alright afta tt.

okay, so i gave a s/c injection today. first time, damn anxious.. but kinda fun..

gt technique one okay...

my ward is renal ward, so all e patients have problems with they kidney ):

poor thing.. always have to go dialysis..

but then kidney patients cant drink too much water ---> lesser urine---> no need to change for em-->

huining (:

tmr is pm. shift....

zzzzzzzzzz

theres no time to lose, exams are drawing near...

btw, its e lunar 7th mth rdy..

sorry folks for e sms i send... u know, e one it says must send to 9 pple....

ermm... i really dun wanna 'hai' u all one but im kinda scared....

Normally i dun do such retard stuff, but den e description says until liddat,,., u noe..

i even send one to e number from sch one la.. heheh..

wadever la...

sry! pple, pls dun send me this kinda msg.....

its SICKENING!

:D ciaos

:O

2010-08-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

Hi folks...

i need to eat! urgently.. like now!!!

so i cant blog much... ehh.....

btw, attachment started today.

bored like hell....

and u noe wad, im in e same place again...

JUST BESIDE e room from my previous posting..,

so no life can!!!

all cause of YOG!!!!

eeeeeewwwwwwwwww......

nyway, 3 wks...

i cant wait to feel normal again!

Mental Health Depression Video

2010-07-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

hi folks. i noe i have not been updating...

mainly because im really v busy, n im dozing anytime soon now...

BUT anw, im glad that my grp and i has finished ALL e projs rdy.. YEAHHHHH!!!!!!

BUT, theres a upcoming skill test again, BCLS aka basic cardiac life support

AKA CPR...

so c is having her skill test tmr while mine is on monday...........

adult choking + adult CPR + infant choking n CPR all included.

must pass all 4.....................................

my compression is nt v good.............

gtta brush up..............

ok below here is e video...........

im so happy cause everyone likes our video n they even applause...

^^ feels GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. sense of satisfaction.......

its not easy to make a video anw, we spent 5-6 hours doing it, and compile it

into 6 mins plus vid......

but nevertheless, it was enjoyable and fun...

teacher gave us 29/30.......

and i know she likes it, cause she did laugh...

which is great...

hope u guys like it too, and pls dont discriminate my ugly looks inside....

xoxo

ALL FOR LOVE

2010-07-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

often when i clean bit's cage...

and when his urine smells like some gorilla's stool, i really cant help but feel so reluctant to clean..

i suppose every 1-2 days. depending on his urine output...

it is indeed, v smelly. but everytime im doing it, im putting on a smile..

i dont feel irritated or unhappy when doing...

i put him in his pail, and put him on top of e washing machine..

he's afraid of heights.. hehe..

and when i wash his stuff n change, he's looking at me doing all his saikang from above.

he's so adorable and his lips is so thin n cute!

only get to see it when he's high up.....

i think i did it willingly and never complained because i love my rabbit alot...

i mean, you do things willingly and happily for e ones you loved isnt it..

i guess, thats how it goes, and thats my theory...

so i guess, perhaps i should learn how to love my patients, so den i wont find cleaning them

tough.... although its kinda hard to love someone who isn't adorable or have attitude probs...

anyway, its interesting...........................................

so i passed my skills, some test over.... some presentation coming...

my work load is getting lesser, and im beginning to breathe normally again....

things colliding together... those days... gosh my head was so freaking big...

all swollen up with all the workloads thats crushing me, cause i lack of confidence....

wadever it is, i Thank God for what has past, and whats gnna come soon...

i just finished writing a script for mental health..

basically the scenario is written for us, so all i have to do is based on the given scenarios and chart/plan a reasonable script according to my imagination with more details...

we're taking video for this proj.... wont be long, but reasonably short.

this scenario isnt really best of all, i mean Mental health... supposed to be crazy and u noe..

really siao dingdong... but we are LUCKy to chose e depression one..

so we wont get the chance to do much of those muscle/facial spasm thingy or go scolding some

pple for no reason...

but well, we get to see some emo kid....

and that emo kia is gnna be cindy.. cause shes RARELY EMO!

must give her a chance to unleash her sadness inside...

and for more details, pls stick w me, and i might just give some sneak preview..

teeheeehee.,..

Altez is so chio!!!!

i so wanna live there!~~~!!!!!!

injection

2010-07-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

got skill test tmr, gnna be assessed!

i hope everything goes fine!!!

feeling nervous already la...

anyway, gnna go practice soon...

today for dinner, its only me n mom cause bro gt camp n sis is wrking til 10...

dior counter@... errr, i forgot. anyway, i hope she wil have fun.

the uniform looks like shit thou, but anyway, lets gt off this subject....

bought lots of stuff ystdae w mom@ chinatown. n we encounter 2 tiongkok women hu

pisses us off..

their attitude sucks, its like they have no upbringing from anywhere and speak as if i owe her

a million bucks...

and apparently, she should get herself some hearing aid device cause she's really deaf.

gave us e wrong thing somemore.

urrrgh..

so to conclude, i DISLIKE MOST china woman...

although i know there are some good ones like my attachment frens, but why are e majority

always giving me bad impression of them"?

aye aye aye...

ok, im gg to practice now...

btw im gg to cut my hair shorter tmr,

cause e hair is dropping like i had chemo or what.,..

i NEED TO SAVE MY HAIR!!!!

and maybe highlight it....

haaaaaaaaaaa. will see 0.0

xoxo loveeeeeesss

2010-07-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

BORED. im doing project since morning n my eyes hurt...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-07-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

If you know what i been through,
you wont be saying anything.
because only then you feel it, and get to know how true it is.

you live in aesthetic, so dont view me in your way, because we are totally different,
and drifting, because you dont know me. at all.

2010-06-28T19:06:00.002+08:00

VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV STRESS!!!!
WHITE HAIR GREY HAIR ALL E RAINBOW HAIR COMING OUT!!!!!
PRACTS, PRESENTATION, THEORY TEST ALL OUT N COMING IN FEW DAYS TIME

IM SO STRESS N ANNNOYEYDEDDF23RDWEJ;FW;E'QWFV
WRJOVQ
3RWJGVF

AAAAAASRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH

WANNA noe some unfINISHED STory?

2010-06-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

IM KINDA ):

cause sch starts tmr.......

anyway, for e past few days, i have been playing ds,com n watching naruto...

and im going to continue my anime later...

gosh, its so nice la... i missed ALOT of it, but ya noe, i'l just watch em slowly....

itachi died and anyway i always knew he's a gd guy. SO SWEET la, to his lil bro...

sasuke is so cool but he's kinda like a bastard... so~

anyway, the 8 tailed jinchyuri thingy is so cute. he's like rapping n SO FUNNY.

cant help but LOL really.... but anyway, he still gt caught by 'taka' sasuke's gang and

collaborating w akatsuki....

so nicezzzzz...

but sometimes its kinda bored, cause this anime keeps going on....

they shuld really do an end.itz about time..... zzzzzz

went to church today, and saw the movie trailer blood pledge?

idk, i guess so.. the latest korean horror movie, well, we saw this part where e ger pull out slowly

some hair from the locker, ...........

den i told sis, it could be hair extension right, and she gave me e -.- face.

we tot its kinda BORING cause korean/jap horror movies are always in sch, w FEMALE students

and we're thinking like wth, they shuld change smth about it..

maybe w MALE students?? or e principal?

while boarding e train, mi n sis kept discussing this dumb thing and came out our own version

of this 'blood pledge' movie.. we passed e story to one another, n its ridiculous..

********************************************************************

happened with this principal called park, and this student bibim happens to fall in love w this principal, she does hair extension for CCA anyway, so she tried means n ways just to stand in e principal room to admire his old folk face. she used 2 years to seduce this principal and later gt married n became his wife.

bibim had a fren tako and this girl LIKED e principal as well, but since they gt married, she moved on and had her own family too.(like wth, not like he's v handsome, *at least we didnt imagine him to be :P), her husband died anw and she had a daughter called pachi.

anw, lets cut it short as much as possib`

tako n park saw each other one day and started making out ever since, reason because park thinks

tako look so much chioer den his wife cause his wife is exactly 3/4 bald after doing all e hair extn thingy.. furthermore, tako had luxurious hair, his desired kind of woman!blabla...nyway,

bibim found out one day when she saw e sms from park's hp one day, so she decided to go n confront tako.

she put time put place@ e sch just outside e principal office cause she does hair ext. for pple just

outside e sch and within that area bout 1000km away theres no whatsoever place they could sit

down n talk. so e sch they decided..

after much confrontation n arguements, they started to fight, one used wingchoon n another thai

boxing... HA yeah as if.... anyway, they were fighting violently n tako gave bibim a flying kick and she died instantly after being pierced by a sharp needle liked-thingy, which happens to be there

when its not suppose to be... some stupid students played w e fire extinguisher n left a sharp hazard.

zzzzzzzzzz.....

tako called park n told her about it, they both spent the entire night cleaning up n destroying all evidence, buried bibim on e roof. (just imagine e roof gt soil ok)

so park told e police his wife went missing happily e nxt day, and led a normal life~

btw, park n bibim had a daughter, and her name was bap. but she was mild retarded, so she wouldnt ask where her mom is, anway, she never asked or care. she's retard!

so coincidentally, bap and pachi was gnna get enrolled to this sch... n, u noe, e same sch. theres no other sch cept e one i have been mentioning all these while...

this sch had 3 streams... special R stream, xpress n NA..

SR stream is special retard stream, for pupils like bap...

and pachi gt into e xpress class. they both gt into diff class but they joined e same cca, which

is computer club... (.....................................)
and there,...... they got to noe each other ; >

***********************************************************

( to be continued.... maybe... )

so far so gd?

anyway, we kinda stopped here, but we'll continue if we have time...

anway, need to b inspired, ya noe, afterall its a horror movie right,.. a v lame one at least....

let me noe if u like this story, maybe i will continue. YAHAHHAA

mommy is gnna bring us out for dinner later...

i wanna watch naruto now!!!!

My eyes feel sleepy

2010-06-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hello frens, I'm on my work to bishan now for work. Seriously I prefer Liang court, cause I find it v nice n quieter dere, furthermore I feel a sense of familiarity cause my mom used to bring me there w my sibs.

Liang court, located near Clark quay, used to have daimaru dere , replaced by mediya now Which is also a jap supermarket.
There isn't much much crowd there but there's alot of foreigners there and not to mention Japanese tourist. Tons of em. E food there is quite expensive, one bowl of noodles can cost up to 9 bucks minimum. But I'm pretty sure it's gnna taste gd. Cause it's nt some kopitiam noodles, there's udon n soba n many more.
I'm gg over there with c tmr n I'm looking forward to eat some yummy stuff!!
U guys shuld go too.
I'm feeling so sleepy n I'm late. Hahah. I wonder wad i shuld eat later. I'm craving for beef noodles, or subway???
); my stomach is nt feeling well for e past few days, maybe I shuld think twice.
Ciaos love
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PUKING BLOOD

2010-06-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

HEY PPLE, i haven blog since when???

anw, attachment is over!!!!! or, did i mention already in e previous post?

anw, i still cant believe it, its still haunting me, BADLY!

working for e past few days. tmr working too ):

as for today, im doing some research for my upcoming project. getting stress ya know, so much

awaiting, ):

oh yeah, my new blogskin. edited by me, i know, its messy, and stuff.. but ya noe, e codes are killing me!!! so just think of it as an artistic work!

i really feel like puking blood okay!!! stupid codes...

but at least, its new, and U NOE..............................................................

yayayyayaya, wil try to update more....

i gtta bathe now.........................................

has been on e com for 98329218912812 years, so... BYE

i wanna watch lotzo lotzos MOVIES!!

Byebye gpk

2010-06-01T18:34:00.001+08:00

Attachment made me vvv tired. Early morning 5.55am I woke up brush teeth just to tc of e patients n everytime I gt reminded that we wil get 0 cents after all these, my body just don't have e urge to work hard. Because I'm like a slave , slogging like a mud, c pples face, doing e most disgusting thing n smelling, seeing all w gross things ever. But wad can I say , everyone is doing e same thing. I'm beginning to lose e interest for nursing, n rather disappointed most of e time, but somehow, I just wanna keep moving , because I really yearn to graduate w my fellow mates smoothly. After attending my sis graduation ceremony, although I was slping thruout, I wan that scene to happen to mi n my batch pple. I dun intend to give up, although this line is vvvvvvvvv tough, n it really is.
However, though I dislike this line, I stil take pride in my work. I wan to help e patients, n do my best. Even though I lost interest , I stil think I love some of my patients. Cause we all have feelings don't we. As u all noe, I can give u 1 million chop n gurantee tt I won't become a staff nurse. I wil pursue smth else which u guys may find it in near future. Ward nurse= never.

Maybe can consider clinic or wad. Anw, I've been standing forever for e past wks n wks n I'm surely gnna Kenna dvt. Sballsz. My heel bone is bloody pain n i'm feeling v warm. Ikea trip was cancelled for me. I get to eat plain porridge which I'm nt gnna cook so I'm eating nth later. I'm just gnna go slp. I've Been straining my legs too much. Other den e long 8 hrs of attachment, I have many things to deal with like moving hse thingy, working, all sorts of nonsense. This is seriously a part of my life that I might hate e most. A patient I liked left to amk today. She's quite old , very arrogant, rude, demanding , many many complains BUT she's very interesting , smart, adorable. Even though she dun appreciate e things I do, keep commanding me like I'm a maid from nation, giv her bedpan tell me to get lost, but I never hated her. Cause I find her v interesting , the first patient that made me laugh n stil goes to casino at e age of 80. I bought her a cake n eggtart, she was v happy. I wrote her a letter n she replied us too. She like us too despite wads mention above. She said she feels bored without us n feels happy wen she c me(: I feel sad n bored without her too. No more xiao wanpi for me to say again.

Zzzzzzzzzzz. So tough, everything. My leg is breaking, that's a signal, to quit ur job.

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At least for this moment

2010-05-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

Shall nt deceive myself.
Can't deny the fact that I'm no longer a happy girl I want myself to be.
Can't be, means I can't be.
Used to be, but not now.
Not sad, but I haven felt happy since a long long time.
The kind of real happiness, how can I make myself feel that.

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am gg to sch SOOOOT

2010-05-13T12:13:00.000+08:00

IS MY BLOG V BORING???!

hehehe. no pics v boring ryte.. BUT who cares, i write for e sake of writing..

and my frens like my blog cause they get to know what happened to me!!

ricee fren?

and i express more on my feelings thruout e day, rather den reporting my day schedule.

ogey, im gg sch soon for lesson.

ystdae i rushed to sch in 20 mins.

its like SONGZ BO! are u kidding, !!! i was in heels somemore.

the time was tight, and i was thinking of cabbing but i didnt wanna spend $ on useless stuff.

But ya noe, if im late, just teenie weenie late, the teacher wil wan us to do make up lesosn.

v bo liao i noe, but for nursing lab, that teacher is so~ strict.

aiya,., i dun hate her ehs, she's kinda nice. but, she gt her sicko points too.

HAD MY NURSING SIMULATION which is aka SBL

there will be a simulation room with a ward setting. one patient (mannequin), < can talk

with pulse n blabla. so this is like a simulation whereby theres scenario given n probs will arise, and

the nurse will have to do whatever they think they shuld do..

the others will sit outside e simulation rme , watching us from inside.

so me n cindy is the day nurse, n zy is e night nurse. she passed report to us, and...

it was bloody scary. cause we were so loss.

the patient suddenly gt into breathlessness, GGGGG & ZZZZ

we sit up e patient, n the Spo2 (o2) gets lower..

so c called the doc. which is our teacher..

lol. the whole thing was damn funny n cui, cause we were so NOOB n our minds were in a total

blank.

C: can i talk to e doc?

X: which doc?

C: err, i dunno.

LOL?! wth right..

n many stupid stuff happened. the doc came n kip rushing us to giv this med n that med thru

some nebulizer n drip stuff saline n ALOT la.

we gt into a mess, n the whole thing was so cui.

so bloody desperate didnt noe what to do n i told e teacher.." i dunno how to operate this thing".

lol. n of course, tecaher acting as e doc was so BAD.

anyway, good that we dun hav to do it again. so coool. but that was smth i wil never forget.

the patient WOULD HAVE died, without e doc. LOL

dipa acting as the patient's wife, when we're at loss, we even ask her, "ehh dipa, what shuld we do now.." lol

she didnt noe too, guess she was in a loss too.

anyway, total nutty shell, CUIIII.

ogey, i gt my macaroni to eat.. gg sch now.

GOOODBYE!

Sbl failed like•••••

2010-05-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

Life as a student nurse. Zzzzzzzzzzz
Anyway, went pinnacle after sch today to help out. Furnitures came, so e unpacking n e diy stuff makes my head spin.
Thank goodness there's Dad i tell u. N anw, men r needed when moving. Seriously girls can't do much alright. Time to show off all e muscles n put it to gd use. Lol

I'm wayyyy tired n I'm gg home nw while e rest of my family goes to imm. ): I'm too tired. N my rabbit hven ate his dinner. Gg home n save my baby pet now.
Xoxo

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VVVVVVV BZZZ

2010-05-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

in the process of moving house.

packed many stuff today, helped out by packing the bowls n stuff... n some stuff of mine.

furnitures coming on monday, dad gg back on wed... Zzzzzzzzzz

hopefully everything can go smoothly n i'l be able to stay there cause my attachment comes after nxt wk

n it wil be damn near to sgh!! <:

anyway, i gt some pics.. but im nt gnna post up here, so go over to my fb n see cause im lazy to load it

up here, and......

i gt many stuff to do..

supposed to go over pinnacle today but i had many things undone....

i've been so tired lately...

so so so so so so so so so so tired........

pls understand...

wil try to blog more often when im free (:

btw, i wanted to blog about this 2 guys in koufu in my sch.

i wish i can kick his ass to Africa.

my fren cdy saw someone getting out from their seats, so we stood there waiting, n suddenly

theres this 2 asshole GUYS hu came, and they literally just sat at OUR SEATS.

so freaking bastarddddd!!!

THEY saw us alright, they KNOW, and they r so GENTLEMEN.

the fact that we saw e SEAT first. they r so DESPERATE.

hate this kinda pple, so GROSSSS!!!!!

i was like wth n they dun dare to look at us lor. tsk tsk..

pls pls guys out there. u dun have to look charming or handsome, but being a gentlemen

will most certainly impress a girl. Guarantee plus CHOPPP until cannt chop..

i despise n hate those kinda guys hu acts like gu niang, so GAY.

pls have more 'feng du' can.

hold a door for a girl, giving seats, blabla... girls will c u in a diff light.

RIGHT RIGHT girls?

ogayyy, im gnna do my stuff.

e thought of it makes me sick.

like this kinda pple exists too..

pathetic. oh well, gttttar blasttz.

2010-05-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Went ikea today looking for mom. Bought some stuff like my quilts n cover n bla. Went pinnacle to put down e stuff. Dad is coming bac at 2am plus. E furnis wil come few days later. Importing fm gz, my uncle is in e shipping line so we gt help fm em too I guess. Can't wait to c my new hse. It's only a matter of time for us to move in. Hopefully I can gt to stay there during attachment. That wil b great cause I won't hav to travel such a distance. Teehee.
Tanjong pagar is a great place. Many delicious food around n pretty convenient. Hair salon, manicures are al around, food,market , ntuc, bank, provision shop anything u name. They r all within reach n v near.
The best thing I like bout my new hse is e view of e sky. I gt to enjoy e wind n the big vast sky n it gets better wen it's gnna rain.
I wil definitely invite some of my frens over to my new home n take some pics n post it on blog wen everything is settled n after e move. Anticipating it.
U guys wil love it too I'm sure (:
Night

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i think im stress idk

2010-05-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

im screaming at a rabbit n i guess he just dun understand wad im trying to mean..

it goes "BIT DUN BITE, NO!, NO SHITTING OUT, HOME SHIT, GO HOME SHIT!! PEE HOME, NO PEE HERE! BIT DOWN!

BIT NO, OUT! BIT NO SCRATCH.. N ETC ETC."

gtta use animal language..

obviously he understands "NO' so far, i guess.. cause theres reaction...

but he's such a naughty sicko rabbit.. hahah.

he's ruining my life by destroying things n make my mom throw a fit n i kenna.

tsktsk..

he's digging my floor right now, n i just said.. "u wil nvr gt a hole out of it.. its made of cement."

but he still continue digging his fav spot.

What to do?~ let him dig. just dun do stupid stuff like shitting or urine arnd..

and i wil thank God :l

okay, sch has been tiring as usual.. very dead, no life at all..

i think im stress without myself knowing. heheh.

thats why i can stil laugh now. thats serious, its a unknown stress syndrome.

will self destruct lets say, without treatment.. soon.

learning injection and drip stuff.

theres so much to know... so zzzzzz. and the attachment is coming.

4 wks, without a single cent!!! ):

thats free labour. v sick of nursing!!!

wanna watch Ip man 2 soon.

ilove ip man cause he's so cool.

n iron man2! but i haven watch 1. heard that its nice...

oh yeah, my fren cindy.

its a miracle she's down these day with cough n flu.

i never see her sick before, unlike me always being sick, she's so strong..

but awww, she's coughing like a tb patient nowadays, n i hope she get well soon.

had to ban her eating from junks..

tsk, tsk.. tsk.

n guess what....

she's like so ORLING

okay. thats all (:

Damn IT!!!!!

2010-04-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

VERY PISSED.
I just changed bitbit cage ystdae, n it's nt v dirty yet. Mom insists me cleaning it everyday.
Excuse me, do I look like I have e bloody whole time in e world to clean his cage everyday. Furthermore, it looks fine to me lasting up to 3 days is no big prob.
Do I freaking look like a zoo keeper?? I dun even have e time to iron my clothes can, she expect me to clean e cage EVERYDAY! This is so damn sick. And she gives me black face n throw tantrum. I didn't do anything ok. It was nt exactly my fault that her nose is acting too well to smell even the slighest scent. Well I smell nth alright.

She has been prejudice against bitbit ever since he gt bigger. She thinks he's smelly n stuff. But I stil love my pet alot despite his size n smell. I clean his cage n clear his urine n never complained. But she never try to understand or help, n instead keeps nagging n say those irrelevant stuff which is pissing me real badly.
She says I can't let bit out when we move hse, I can understand that cause my rabbit bites stuff n he's a real asshole by doing that. Kip getting me in trouble. But he's stil a innocent rabbit);
I'm so freaking fretting nw.

I hate how pple gives me black face when it's no big deal. U could hve tried to understand others more n use a more persuasive tone.
Man. Getting angry over a pet?
Give me a break.
Sigh. Partly my fault too.
I feel so guilty cause I haven been a gd owner. Didn't spend much time playing w him, getting him stuck in a small cage nw tt he had grown.
No one really plays w him nw except me. But sis stil help me w e feeding when I'm stil out.

Arrgh shit. Wadever.
Feel like hitting something hard.

Angry......
But i'm feeling better nw, stil love my family nevertheless.
Zzzzzzzzzzz

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Am I gnna die

2010-04-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

Obviously u guys wil say , noo0, crazy. Ure just, sick, like again.
Yes everyone , I'm 38.3 again. Measured 2 times n it's stil 38.3 after eating panadol.
Mom didn't have much reaction after knowing , guess she's immune or wad. But I'm feeling really sicky now. Like v tired, body feeling achey n cold. Which is y I'm gnna slp soon. Maybe skipping dinner or wad.

Personally I feel that I'm damn weak. Immunity is low , so I'm kinda ):
Drama always show those pple hu gt cancer or dk wad always fall sick. Like staiways to heaven is one of an example.
I really hope I wil b fine n really stop getting flu so easily n stop having fever.
I dun really like sch now. ....
Sigh.

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Green raisins

2010-04-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hello evaley baodee, I'm currently on e bed sneezing away. Feeling extremely drowsy but somehow I dun hav e urge to slp because I know once I shut my eye, I wouldn't wanna be waken up for dinner. Anyway, today us Sunday, that means tml is e 2nd wk. Doesn't sounds too good to me cause my timetable is a total bullshit. Everyday cept Thursday is either 8/9am lesson. How terrible!!!!

Anyway, I'm eating green raisins now from Xinjiang. Damn damn nice I tell u. I love it so muchhh.
N also, I decided to join some cca. Ya Noe, pple like me so spontaneous , wouldn't just go home n rot. Ehhh!!! Ha. Actually I'm just kidding, I'm kinda lazy. I grab any chance just to go home n slp, but I really wanna take part in cca this yr. So I was thinking of make up.
Afterall I've always been v interested in this area, well, I wil just c how it goes.
Mio thingy came days bac , n e machine look damn hideous can. Lol. But well, e other one looks normal.
Saw e e series phone e52. So nice. I'm nt orrbit okay but Ive always liked phone that has e normal keypad n nt v exxageratibg kind. I hate qwerty phones n touch screen is okay, but I like e normal ones cause I can type MSG like super bullet train. N furternore it's white in color, my fav color, So chio!!!
Plus the keypad is big enuff n e overall appearance looks damn cooool. Hehe. But I guess I wil just remain liking that phone in my heart n probably try to own it in my dreams. Afterall, it's kinda dumb to sell away my iPhone just for that phone. N I went thru so much trouble jailbreaking it. Nt v realistic. So anw, I just like it, that's all. Nt planning to gt it or wad, unless some Santa fm India wanna give me early presents for Christmas. Ok. Vvvvv tired. Gooo nighhh

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telling them of love and the way it breathes

2010-04-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

A very beautiful song i love!!!! on e playing list. ; D

Flora's Secret lyrics
Lovers in the long grass
look above them
only they can see
where the clouds are going
only to discover
dust and sunlight
ever make the sky so blue
Afternoon is hazy
river flowing
all around the sounds
moving closer to them
telling them the story
told by flora
dreams they never knew

Silver willows
tears from Persia
those who come
from a far-off island
winter Chanterelle lies
under cover
Glory-of-the-sun in blue

Some they know as passion
some as freedom
some they know as love
and the way it leaves them
summer snowflake
for a season
when the sky above is blue
when the sky above is blue
Lying in the long grass
close beside her
giving her the name
of the one the moon loves
this will be the day she
will remember
when she knew his heart
was
loving in the long grass
close beside her
whispering of love
and the way it leaves them
lying in the long grass
in the sunlight
they believe it's true love
and from all around them
flora's secret
telling them of love
and the way it breathes
and
looking up from eyes of
amaranthine
they can see the sky
is blue
knowing that their love
is true
dreams they never knew
and the sky above is blue

* by enya

Sch starts tmr

2010-04-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hey folks. Sch starts tml n I already see some blues. Anyway, tmr is gnna be a early day for me. 8 am lesson. Fantastic right.
So I better hit e sack soon.
Watched revolutionary road by the actor n actress of titanic. This movie is insane n so boring, no link n no story behind it. Waste money. I shuld have bought twilight. Tttssssk.
But it's pretty funny in a insane way, forcefully.
Alright , I'm tired. I hope e weather gets more cooling.

TRIP TO GUANGZHOU

2010-04-17T15:13:00.002+08:00

sup friends. before i left gz, i tot i can get to blog there, cause dad gt his com dere..

and i tot i could blog dere everyday instead of chunking everything here,but turns out that dad's com cannt enter blogger or fb. weird!, but its better den nth right.. lol.

anyway.. the pics, dun think they are in order, but just c for reference ok.

i didnt take ALOT of peeks... n im kinda lazy to load this n tt.

didnt do any editing, so they r al taken fm my iphone.

Trip to gz,

Day 1

mainly on traveling, reached baiyun airport n took some bus to sun city hotel..

dad meets us there, den bring us home. weather.. Not cold one lor, kenna cheated..

at first...

ate lunch, den off to c furniture stuff again. so boring can...

ate lots of stuff, their food is very very YUMMY!

for e first few days, i can assure u i really think i gt fatter.

like my tummy is obviosuly bulging out and i look like some kind of pig..

thanks to their food! even their macdonalds taste so goooood!!

better den s'pore x99999999 and so cheap.

day 2,

out like 8-9am plus, v tired. went to c furniture again. i almost became a wood furniture myself. had zhu du bao ji for lunch. direct translation, > pig's stomach wrap chicken.

very very nice,!! den... went to some place to shop.. mom gave us some allowance...

zzzz, for this trip, i didnt buy alot of stuff, dunno why i dun have e mood to shop.

everything i c, i was like, no, no, no...

sis bought lots of clothes... but i only bought a few.

the only thing that interest me is their food and when its time to slp.

everyday is VERY tiring. because everyday is 8-9am OUT, and 10-11pm back. by e time i slp is 12 plus.... aaaaaaaaaarrrrgh.

its not like a holiday lor. go out also must hurry here n dere.

c furniture furniture....

all e woooood, ayyye. had noodles for dinner btw...

day 3

mainly whole day looking at furniture. blablabla..

dinner at roku japanese restaurant. nt v nice.. nt v happy that day.

day 4, c furniture again. bought them finally. went shopping but didnt bought anything.

manicure done... and drop LOTS OF HAIR.. ate kfc today,bloody oily, but vvvv nice.

told u i seriously become a fatttty, at that time..

okay, i wrote my diary until day 4, so from day 5 onwards, its thru my memory...

r u readyy?

hmmmm....

day 5, went to cut my hair, mom made me angry cause she left me alone at the hair salon.

the guy hu cut my hair seriosuly looks more or less like a freak. damn weird. but nvm... anyway,

was damn pissed, but i forgave my mom..

den,.. what happen? i seriously dun rmber...

during the night time, quarrel w my sis.. :l

so that was the first bad stuff happened..

day 6 morning,

feeling sick already. told my mom, n she gave me some water, n i went back to slp.

10am plus, dad came to e room n scold me..

"why so late stil slping, blablabla"

den i told him i nt feeling well,....

so he touch my forehead, and brought me to c a doc.

i guess they dun have clinic, so went to their hospital.

running a fever of 38.4 d.c, so doc says put drip. dad refuse, so end up w a jab.

n the jab given was like so pain. she stab me like stabbing someone with a knife,..

anyway, i was feeling vvvv terrible that day.

home n slp e whole day. dad took care of me that night, n he snore like dunno what..

so i didnt slp well..

day 7, i spent e whole day at home on the bed, seriously on e bed more den 24 hrs.

sis ignore me cause we had a tiff days back. so it was seriously bored...

drank water n porridge for those days...

day 8, feeling better. went out..

shop a little..

ate nothing, or rather they dun allow me to eat anything...

so BORING CAN!

and, my nightmare came. that night, my stomach hurts like dunnno what!!

its so pain n i almost vomit. n my stomach hurts again, and my limbs turn all soft.

that night was so scary!!

day 9 back to sing.

feeling weird in the plane.

home, unpack n feel like shit.

running a fever again of 38.2

cough like hell...

anyway, until now im still coughing.,

well, this is the summary of my trip.

damn exciting right.

ur foot.. everytime i go overseas got all these kinda probs.

and i forgot to say, the weather gt so cold from day 2 onwards!!!!!

and now that im back, i lost 2kg. ):

ok, i gg eat sushi now, so just pray for me.

sch is starting... sian.......

attachment for another MONTH after schooling for one month.

UUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ehh, i rmber. e pics, we went for some massage, thats day 5!! yeah, before i gt sick. n ate dinner at some hotel restaurant.

and btw, their market there is so dirty. eew

their air is shit too. btw, doc says i gt infection by the air.

blood test was done.

after e trip, i just realise, i seriously like s'pore alot.

and the food in china!

2010-04-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

Wil update soon bout my gz trip. Meanwhile let me recover from my fever.

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Easter Sunday

2010-04-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

Helloo~ when was e last time I blog man. Anw, I'm here to update again. Seriously, I find it a lil boring to blog nowadays. But I guess I wil just continue, cause this is a way for my frens to know how I've been.
So right nw, piggy is coming over soon to snatch bitbit away fm me!!! Ha. Apparently, my rabbit is gg to stay w her for 8 days. So i'm sure I'm gnna miss piggy n bibit lots. N nt to forget jess, ha.
Gnna pack my luggage later, e weather dere is like air con. So long sleeve n jeans wil do, well I stil have some clothes left there in gz, but I dun suppose I wil wear em. It's kinda gay. Ha

Watched clash of e titans w jess last evening. It's pretty exciting , but e storyline is kinda bullshit.

Ok I just passed bit to piggy. ):
Feels weird n sourish. But I know they wil treat bb well.
Ok where was I? Ooohh, e movie. Their mythology gods seemed so unholy n crappy n sick. Everything in em is so stupid. Well of course, since they r fake, well forget it. Just dun ruin the one n only true GOD name. Ohh, n medusa izit? Teehee. Cool right. I used to play age of mythology wen I was a stupid kid. Computer back den was antique. Anw, e game is really fun, at least hw I remembered. So it's like I have my own soldiers , n I can choose to worship which god, like there's Zeus n some other kuku lousy gods. So Zeus is e thunder god. Hha. So stupid la. GOD is almighty n powerful, n theirs are like u r thunder, n e other gods r in charge of others. Lame!! Hehe. Den I can use e gods wrath to kill my enemies. But I enjoy killing animals instead. Like meteor showers on e lambs. Damn coool n fun. Lol. Dun sound right eh? But I enjoy it. ESP wen I gt cheats. I wil make lotsof lotsof animals like lambs n pigs. Fun!! N medusa too. So I know all these lame characters since million yrs ago, that explains y I wanna watch this movie.

Gg out w Cindy tml. Whr shuld we go? Hmm,......

I'm playing ds for e past few days. My flight is early, guess I'm gnna have to leave at 4am.
Zzzzzzzzzzz gee, so earlyyy.
4 hr plus flight. Yawnnnnnn

Gnna packy pack later. Our job dere mainly is to assist mom in choosing some furnitures dere which isn't available in sing , n upon completion of our task , we have fun. I guess. Hope mom n dad can live in harmony. Seriously gnna assasinate their ass if they start their stooopid cold war again. May update my blog from there, so, drop by sometime !
Yeaah. Wil miss everyone n hope I get back safely. It's just 8 days. (:

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very upset

2010-03-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

I have been very moody and stress for the past few weeks.

after attachment, i thought i can finally get to enjoy some peace, at home,...

playing with bit, doing my nails, going out with my frens. the news that dad was coming back makes me extremely happy. finally, reunion you see.

but... everything turn out to be sucky.

dad came back, everything was fine, until e 2nd day, he n mom had a tiff, cold war all e way..

until now... i had a hard time u see, seeing faces from them.. so terrible.

seeing them ignoring each other, and listening to how they both felt...

seriously i feel kinda lost.

for earth hour this year, sis n i tried ways to get mom n dad to sit down and talk thru force.

but in e end, we were e ones talking... they didnt talk.

so frustrating, i hate em being this way. so fffffffffffffffffffffffffffff IRRITATING.

bit bit has been aggressive for e past few days.. sometimes, i feel discourage..

sigh BIG TIME.

unhappy for e past few days, many happenings around..

from mom, dad, etc etc.

cant find a job... $%^&* so BLOODY DISCOURAGE!!!!!!

im so bloooody PMS NOWWWWW

Im leaving s'pore to guangzhou on april 6th.

dad promise me fun stuff, so i shall expect some happiness..

we gt a new house in gz, so i shall see our cozy cottage n take some pics dere.

will be returning on e 14th, so im definitely gnna miss e class bbq.

\glad that my fren cindy is gnna help me tc of bit. so thankful.

meeting jess n ed on sat. cant wait to c em..

esp jess.. i know she has been v stress ever since her attachment starts, n e last time we met was

e zoo trip..

i haven been a good fren... ..right..? ayee..

i AM not well.

got nth to say,

and i have no mood for basically anything.

jus wanna get out of s'pore ASAP.

bro's bdae tmr.

gt him a letter n drew smth for him..

playing ace attorney miles edgeworth (ds) now.

this is e prosecutor game, after phoenix wright n apollo justice.

i loveeeeeeeee phoenix wright, apollo n e current one im playing, they are all linked.

but for miles edgeworth, e ace prosecutor, e playing method is rather different.

the characters can get to walk around n look for clues, and they dun go to court now..

how do i put it.......

anyway, u guys shuld try this game out. its damn nice!

exams over, attachment over. rest? forget it. gnna work

2010-03-23T21:57:00.001+08:00

HEllo baobaodeeee...

anyway, my exam results are out. cant say its gooood, n cant say its baddddd.

u know, at least i made improvements, teenie weenie.. hehe..

passing all of the papers is good enuff, ya noe, not like im gnna be a nurse in future..

BUT, i wanna continue giving out my best...

watched nodame cantabile with lim yun fat, which is cindy, Lol.

Nice movie, SO loving it!

cause i love the drama, and thats where my piano bag comes from Noob.

although, my piano bag is already spoiled. Lol.

anyway, e ending was rather sad, but i shall wait for the second part of e movie, which is coming

on april.... yayyyyyyyyyyyyy..

<333333 chiaki n nodame. so cawaii!!

will watch with fut fut again. Lol..

if u wonder y i gave her that name... lol..

cause we saw the poster for the 孔子 movie.

gosh,the name is enuff to sedate me to slp 10 yrs. zzzz

so we saw chow yun fat's pic. Lol... and i thot that name is cool for my pigsy.. HARHAR!!

;ppp

of course, need to edit to make it more unique.. tsktsk..

i realize i gt a bad habit... always giving pple's name.. so bad right..

but i think giving name gives a personalise feeling between u n that person...

and so, you can enjoy a greater bond with one another...

RIGHT?!

rather den i call u e same old boring name.,,, *yawnnn

well. i enjoy my nick name too...

like, alien sis, and yum goong..

uhhh! and chuck bass's gf. HAHAHAHHH!!!!!

okok, just kidding...

i like ed westwick alot.. aka chuck bass in gossip girl..

so adorable!!

BUT, gosh, i saw his pics w tattoo few days back, and HS, those tattoos look drop dead gross..

i mean yuck? eew? so ugly!

dun suit his face. he is so handsome laaaa. why spoil e image by putting ugly permanent pics

D:<

OK, my words dont count, see for urself...

These are the mad sweet and gorgeous pics of him n blair.

VERY NICE right....

now see this.....

uuurrrghhh. turn off man... the tatoos, yuck? is that a feather tatoo or pandan leaf? and the hair? gosh, u feel like burning those bush!!

too much is disgusting....

but he's so cute n handsome in gg...

...... cant make up my mind....

lol...

still cute la hor, close one eye >.o

ok, dad is coming back soon. shall wait for his return..

we are selling our current house, and we have buyers... (:

anyway, pray for me that i will get the job!

:DD

attachment over

2010-03-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. today is sat...

went out and watched alice in the wonderland with my beloved pigsy.

i miss her so much, so happy to see her n cant wait to pinch her again... HAHAHAH. just kidding.

anyway, it was fun today as usual.

im very happy cause i dont have to wake up so early again, i dun have to be so tired again!!!

and i can watch my cruel temptation drama, and gossip girl nevertheless.

well, attachment..... i guess, i did learnt something.

i learned more about fractures stuff, ... and seriously i think diabetes is a scary disease.

pls dont overlook this scary thing because the poor patients in my ward, many of them had diabetes,

thus if they have wounds, it cannot heal well.. many had to undergo amputation, which is really

upset. i talked to the elderlys, and i do love them, because they are so adorable, esp when they eat,

i wear their bib for them, so they look like babies. hehhe.. and they acted like one...

i almost cried when i hear what they have to say. since some of them do not have their sons/daughters to talk to them or whatever, i can only offer my ears to em...

while they vent n cried at the same time, and the state they are in, i often feel that humans are

really weak. our body, our flesh, the system, everything.... they're so weak...

since we are so weak, since the beginning, i believe that we can count upon no one except God.

while my patients are crying, inside me, all i can do is to pray for them.

i believe if they believe in God, somehow, no matter how sad, they will still receive comfort from God... i hope, they can really get well soon.

empathy, is the lesson.

tmr is sunday again....

anyway, i hope it rains again.

e bigger e better.

Sad

2010-03-17T21:23:00.001+08:00

Huining is feeling sad because she is having a big bad flu n runny nose n headache.
In this bad state, I stil have to tc my patients. I sneeze all e way through, n can u imagine my nose running like a tap when I'm changing diapers for my patient? Lol. My fren Vj saw n laugh n said she could manage alone while I gt tissue for myself.
Shit balls. I'm feeling extremely tired. N I seriously mean it.
It's 921 now. An hr journey home. 5am tml. Wth. Sigh
How m I gg to go through this.
Sick n emo. But I think i wil be fine. Soooon. I hope

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vanekum

2010-03-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

very very very cute lakshmi n me.. :p
my fav patient. i so love her. so CAWAII... although it may look kinda unfrenly here.. hehheh
was taking her bp la... so the sleeve. LOL..
anyway, shes a v nice lady, n she love to take pics w me..

<33
discharged already. i hope u are always well!!
illllehh!! hahhahaha

2010-03-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

I'm on my way Hme now. I hate this fat ass sn. She is such a idiot. Anyway, wadever. Can't expect gd stuff coming out fm em.
This auntie sitting beside me is reading e sin ming newspaper. Tsktsk. Guess what, England gt this k cup size bra. Wtsh!!lol
So bloody big. Kinda gross right. It's like 2 freaking tumours man. Can't imagine it. Watermelon, wad a chore. Can e person w k size even run? I dun see e beauty in it. Hehheeh.

Ok ,4 more days. !!!! Must add oil n kerosene.
Lecturer says I'm a cheerful girl.
Hehehehehhe. Is that true??

;p I wanna stay happy always always.
Au revoir

2010-03-11T21:36:00.001+08:00

The best present I received from patients is their heartwarming smile, everything is worth it when you see them happy n well.

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Gg yo be late

2010-03-10T06:23:00.000+08:00

I'm at baletier only n it's 624 am now. Suppose to reach gh by 7. Congrattttssss. Anw, wna thank frens hu encouraged me for my previous post. I'm fine actually. (:
Know what, I haven even gt the time to bun my hair up. Gnna tie when I reach there. So irritating sia. Today wanna share w u guys about my attachment so far. I'm nursing mainly 6 patients now, n they re al female, very der cute!!
Ii guess all oldy patients r cute cuz they r acting like babies.
I love those demented patients esp. Cause they r so adorable. Sounds a little pervert right, hahah. I hope they can recover soon too, but they r jus,... Demented. Ha!
E reason y i dislike this time posting is because it is toooo tiring!!!! N the things i hate most is to bathe patients. ):
U know why? Cause some r simply too heavy, n some r demented. I have to help them up n wear diapers for them.
Tsktsk. Best part is when they re bathing, they tell u they wanna shit. COOL!!!
N the even best part is they r having constipation n keeps farting like free. N I'm like stuck w them almost fainting. E smell is horrrrigible!!!! Urtrgh

N, I hate wound smell. They make u go crazy and feel like slashing off ur wrist after u smell em. Hahhaha. I'm exagerating, so ystde I brought lunch to this mrsa wound patient. His room smells like there was a dead corpse inside lor. N after leaving e room , I started to have headache for e entire day. Accumulation w e bathing n diapers n blabla, I went home w a heavy head. My lungs is totally filled with poisonous gas. No wonder i'm in shit state.
Speaking of wound, i saw a vvvv scary wound ystde. With BONES. My gosh. The Ahma v poor thing, it's on e left metatarsal area. Feet area 4th to 5th mt. U can see the flesh w e bone. So scaryyy. );
I hope auntie can recover asap. She's such a nice lady.
In my rme, e patient I like e most is a Indian demented ahma. So so so x999999 cute. She keeps smiling n laughing, no reasons of course. N when I sing a song to her, she plays along w me w movements. So adorable.
Okok. I'm v tired already. Wanna slp. Reaching soon I guess. Kkkkz, til den

Confession

2010-03-09T06:53:00.001+08:00

Loving someone is not by looks or talent, maybe that's part of it, but I believe it isn't exactly the main thing speaking of love.
I don't deny I used to judge n c pple by their appearance, but I've been trying to change all these while, n now, heart matters to me e most.

Well, I tot it's a torment to just keep it inside me, so I might as well share. I used to like this guy "r" after he had a crush on me. We chill out, n things got so smoothly. When he's away, I missed him every moment when i was working. But gd things never last, n we didn't even had a chance to be together although we share those good lil memories.

He broke promises, again n again, giving me countless of disappointment. When all I wanted is to meet him, again.
It went draggy, n at last I decided to forget this turtle.
The hurt he brought to me is enuff to name him any slimy disgusting name in e world.

It has been quite some time, years. But not 10 years ago pls.
But somehow , I jus can't let go.
I dun have a choice, but i stil end up thinking of him in e end.

I'm trying my best to forget him. Bit by bit. He gt his gf now, making it harder for me.
He could have jus leave me alone forever right, like it is always, until last week, I happened to c him. When I saw him, my heart felt a strain, n I'm sure my eyes did went teary. I hope he didn't c it, we only exchanged a few words.

I dun wanna have anything to do w him. I hope he can just get out of my life mentally forever.

N today I dreamt of him again. Like w e gf??! I dun hav anyone to blame, except for my brain cells. I don't need to be reminded e place I'm standing.
I seriously think i'm Sick to even think of him. After all these years. Tsk.
Just get lost. I'm reaching sgh.

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FRI Is gooodddd!

2010-03-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

fri finally. work is as usual tiring.

due to some reasons, thr poly students of my batch and same ward mates are quarantine

because of some matter. but the doc has cleared most of us that we r safe n clean...

so we can resume attachment on mon.

pple hu have signs n symptoms has to postpone their attachment.. so sadddded...

im so lucky(:

pm. shift stu nurses so poor thing, they might have to come back on wkends.

good thing tml is SAT!

that means i can finally stay at home and lead a human life.

doc gave some topical meds to be applied.....

prevention!!!

gosh, i really think im a bit meichuxi. LOL

complain here and there...

): but its realleh v tiring lor....

and, furthermore, im getting sick... thinking how im gnna lead the rest of the 2 years.

nevertheless, i have learnt to persevere no matter how hard, because i have decided to complete this course by hook or crook.

no more bullshit talks like getting off halfway.

i can go n die really if i decides to leave..

i will hate this kind of me..

so, must work harder..

getting this diploma is beneficial, and it doesnt mean that i HAVE to become a nurse.

but im sure i wont be jobless, and the skills i learn will always stay throughout..

i always wanted to move towards make up industry and stuff..

i'l see how things go....

gtta concentrate more on nursing now.

today, a patient told me that she heard some kids crying during night time.

and when i give the "huh?" she said, " sssshhHhhhh, dont say so loud. dont say, later they can hear,

go do ur work..."

...................

i was like .. ... ... .... . . .. .. .. . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . =.='''

but chill.. that auntie is abit weird lah. she... kinda talk to herself most of the time, and says some

weird stuff.. wth is 101?

i did rmbered her saying smth like 101 is dead?

wadever, she sure is scary..

but doesnt seems to be THAT sotzzz in that sense...

she can understand things eh, not those demented.

well, idk.... and, i dun wanna know......

orthopaedics ward is tough, many poor cles n ties fall down n break their fragile bones.

esp the neck of the femur, its pretty common.

fall down, everytime is e same old stuff..

so, its impt to maintain ur calcium intake, esp when ure getting older..

gt some supplement or what.

if you're those v skinny, and looks anorexic, with weak bones, then congratulations and hny.

im so sleepy. cmi.

i have to oyasumi now.

xoxo- bass.

eeeee hehehehheeheheheeh :x

only buizzzbuizzz knows!!!!

First wk

2010-03-05T06:27:00.000+08:00

Today is e end of e first wk attachment. Stil gt 2 more weeks to go. This posting is seriously a bore. N there r disgusting pple hu r so proud n complacent hu doesn't even know where she stands. Arg forget it. Shall not badmouth pple here.
My legs are seriously pain. Standing for such a long time is a torture. ): sooner or later I wil become e patient over there :/

Gnna collect mommys phone later at vivo. Zzzz
It's 631am n I'm at the train gg outram. I wish I can skip e 2 wks. Ok. I'm gg to slp now while standing. Gd night

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2010-03-02T10:04:00.001+08:00

Bit has been stoning. I guess he's super boredddd. But he destroys all toys I bought , or he just ignore it. Sigh. The only thing he looks happy to mi is playing out. Jumping around. I love to bring him out. Like now, but I'm kinda bz for the nxt 3 wks. Poor bit.

Attachment first day was disgusting. Had a sucky day. Ci n coordinator r extremely demanding. Some of e staff nurse ain't friendly. There's one so f bitchy.
After so many qns fm e 2, den comes e sis hu starts asking again. That shorty. So irritating. If I n Desmond knew the ans, we wouldn't be nurses. We r docs already isn't it. On orthopeadic ward, all about fractures, dislocation of bone stuff. Gt the male room. Patients seems fine, but it gets hard because it's orthopaedics. It's specialist. They shuld give us some time right. Keep asking n demoralize.

N the best thing is. Only me n this guy called Desmond Kenna em. All e rest from other rooms seems relaxed n happy. I wish I was in the A ward. Shitballs.
I wil never get lucky!

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attachment tmr!!!!

2010-02-28T18:20:00.001+08:00

YAY. thanks to my buddy band, now my iphone can have very nice customize sms tone!!!

:p so nice! thanks alot band.

he taught me step by step thru msn, but luckily i did some dl of stuffs too cause im smart.

and so he had a better time teaching me when i know some basics oredi.

im so proud of myself...

huining is so smartx99999

lol.

okay.. let me intro.

my themes so is effing cute right....!!!! hahahaa.

thats the message part. i can put any wallpic i want for my sms, but e bubbles color... abit hard..

yet to explore n lazy. hehhe. well anyway, need to ssh it, so... best way is to cydia it n find those

colours that are made by someone else.. n the last is biteSms. thats a trial version, but i dun need that.

but gd thing about it, is u can reply sms using the shortcut method, and they have settings where u can see how many msgs u have sent out, n many other options..

lastly is the tonefxs. its a cool app, but trial for 5 days, n u need to pay.

so i have my way, now its mine for free..

just ssh. and its a super complicated stuff... hate ittttt.

luckily i have guyfrens in this world.

no more tri-tone and some sicko ringtones.

btw, if u jailbreak it, RT is damn easy. just go iringer.

okeeeeedokie.

tmr attachment 8-4. >:

i hope i am well....

here comes attachment 2 for yang huining!!!!!

gambatehhhhhhhhhzhhzhzhzhzhzh!!!!

2010-02-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

Tv showing titanic. Sighh. Dun wanna watch. I have e DVD to enjoy. Can cry n eat peanuts while watching. Zoo today was fun n tiring. Yawnnn
Turning in. Attachment on Monday sgh surg ward.

Congrats to me.
Xoxo ning

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Happy 19th birthday jessica alpha

2010-02-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JENJEN JESSICA. LOL

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY.

C U AT AMK HUB INTERCHANGE TMR 10.30AM

TRIP TO E ZOO...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO LOVVVEEEE

Head ache

2010-02-25T22:16:00.001+08:00

Somehow. I just feel a little down. A little useless. N e rest u dun wanna know.
Sometimes, I wish I can change for e better.
So that I can become a better someone.
I'm cracking my head.
Someone, advise me n help me.

howdee

2010-02-24T10:51:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOOOO...

sorry i havent been blogging for some time right???

actually, not that long, but i cant rmber my last.. until i see my last post of course.

haha. so tmr having the last paper childbearing. and den after that, im off getting prepared for

the coming attachment :l

so im waiting for my ayu next level limited edition usb to come...

its so freaking gorgeous righhhht.. i know!!

hahahah.. its very rare and v limited. so y know :p

and btw, i bought this gel eyeliner.. fm maybelline..

i think its quite good personally, it is easy to apply and the colour is rich enough, so it has the effect of

liquid eyeliner. it is also smudge proof and water proof. and i tried... its true..

but i dunno if its oil proof. Lol.

so overall, its affordable, and i kinda like it. can go n check it out! :D

this looks abit freaky. hehehhe..

but this is e result~

and i made a seriously messy bun, from bubz.

didnt really take a gd shot, but nvm. hah...

i cant wait to go overseas............. :/

when when when????

mom says after our new house is settled. shes getting really busy w the hse, and she is most

of the time alone. Dad went back already, so~ sigh.. poor mommy.

shes gg overseas, AGAIN.

wont take too long this time round, but......

shes gg everytime im having attachment!! how disappointing ):

all e workloads is gnna crush me once again.

think of all e house chores... zzzzzzzzzz

shes definitely gg, soon. but everything not yet confirmed..

bro is gg australia for his pilot training, n sis wanna tag along w mom..

so theres a tiny chance im gnna be so alone is s'pore.

so the plan is, make my sis stay.

but ah.... i prefer her to go la. :l

dunno. anw, lets just wait and see..

okay donkie.. bybebyebyebyebyebeybe

2010-02-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

BIO is finally over. yayyyy.

tmr is psychology paper, den thurs is dee childbeary.ing paper.

hahahaha.... YESSSZZZ!!!!!

well, today's paper, not as bad as sociology...

well, lets not mention bout sociology.. sigh

bio, well, lets hope i pass and everyone passssed w monochrome colours and

i can literally steal some laughters,... direct translate fm chinese.

HAHHAh

so, jessy baby is gnna turn 19 soon officially.

hahahahhhahahaha... which is kinda good, and bad... :l

anyway, im 19 this yr too, so..... HA

not sure what to get for her.. hmmmm...

hopefully smth humble and not anything v cheapo..

tsk. but anyway, she can be pretty sure i have all the hearts for her<333

wont be smth magical, but i hope i can make it smth she will wanna rmber..

well, i stil rmber last yr, we went escape, but it was closed. we went to cycle instead, w jj.

well this yr is diff. cause i have no idea where jj is, and he sort of evaporated into e thin air.

so... i guess, its just.. HAHA

thurs gg watch movie w c, the one w leehom.. ahhhh, so gorgeous!!!

not jacky chan pls, is leehom!

but seriosuly, in the trailer, i really cant recognise him, he looks like some beggar sect pple..

but i know his real face, so CUTE n handsome!!

hehehe, must support.

okay, dinner cooking maggie mee. mommy nt home.

7pm gt cruel temptation.

MUZ WATCH..

bought some products today.

ayye..... the thought of the 2 bills ... makes me wanna jump down fm e 2nd storey.

ayyyye. BUT nvm, will pasttttt...

bye!

2010-02-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey. hows everyone lately?

i hope everyone has spent a happy new year for the past few days.

well, as for myself, i dun really ENJOY it alot, heh..

cause i travelled here n there, and it makes me dizzy and TIRED.

so to conclude, get a car soon. like wait long long. haha. but its okayy..

dad n mom went to pinnacle to sort out some renovation stuff..

they haave been kinda lame lately..

they can just laugh n laugh for the simplest thing that has met or talk about.

whatever the case, its good that they're not having a fight.

dad is leaving singapore tmr, so yeah.

sis is working night shift today. wont be back until 9am..

im all alone at home, studied til my head is spinning.

kinda hate it...

stupid bio...

which lunatic will go n memorise all those tiny detailed stuffs.

tsk.

now i know why scientist has higher % of getting mad.

guess studying like mad is just like entering wonderland with alice.

alright, so i hope everyone is happy.

afterall, we did gain smth from new year.

all e love n money.

although it isnt much, well, its some appreciation and thoughts.

and no pics. hahahhaha.

most of e pics is at my fb.

2010-02-15T12:07:00.001+08:00

Ahhhh. Im freaking tired. I din really like the travelling n the long days torturing me. Zzzzzzzzzzz. This yr cny ain't fun. Exams r coming. Sigh. I miss fatpad): n I think she miss me too. Hehhe.
U know it laaa.

Tsk! Study!!!

2010-02-12T10:56:00.001+08:00

Going to heart center now. Ayyee. Don't feel like going. I dunno hw to explain this kinda feeling. But....
Sometimes everything seems so uncertain. But I hope, I have e courage n faith to leave everything in God hu is in control.

Writing on iPhone

2010-02-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

I'm testing outttttt (: hahahah

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): > )': > (:

2010-02-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

i was very sick for the past few days.

both emotionally n physically.

quarrel between me n mom, disappointment n crying for many days.

sick and went to e doc with cindy, gt my meds, and despite of me feeling so unwell,

we went jalan at fareast.

staying with her makes me feel better,

its so good to have frens. (:

once again, thanks pork for ur presence when i need u de most.

for your comfort and support and ur tissues for my tears.

im fine now, and happy again : D

but ahh, im kinda upset.. BECAUSE bitbit BITES PPLE!

from what i see in the internet, male rabbits are very teritorial and aggressive when they reach the maturing period. so when i put my hand in the cage, he literally charge towards my hand n bite me.

its very saddeningggggg.. and ya i did scold him v loudly, but he stills bite.

cant blame him too, its in his genes.

the only way to make it better is to neuter it..

neuter is to castrate them so they wont have that kinda hormones..

but i kinda feel bad n cruel.. but do i have a choice?

im still considering it, real serious..

although theres pros n cons for that, i dun really wan my bit to be gay or eunuch.

but i have fear w him now, somehow..

his bites is damn painful n can bleed a little.

i showed him whos boss, BUT .. sigh.,

i hope he can be be nice again..

zzzzzz.

class is at 1pm today.

we learn how to give baby's milk feed and how to bathe baby ystdae.

just by the baby manikin is cute enuff already la..

i cant wait to feed n bathe a real baby! :p

exams coming, few days after cny.

den attachment at 1st of march. sgh ward 76 surgical ward.

hopefully it will be a meaningful one..

cny is coming, i wish to recover real soon..

im still coughing but e fever has gone down since 2 days back.

cough out many disgusting yellowish orangy phlegm. its freaking gross i tell u,,...

n its like freeee.

ate my med oredi......

dad is coming back today.

n i ask him to buy me a hard disk n swimming cap.

hehehhe. i wonder if he would get it.... .......

i wanna go swim, but i dun wan my hair to be damage..

alright.

xoxo

toooooooooooooooodllllles

VEX

2010-02-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

flu. fever, blockage of ear, body ache, sore throat..

all these came to me within these few days..

y m i so weak.....

sigh.

i dont feel well, seriously.

both mentally n physically.

but all i got is something i always get.

the same old stuff,

with no meaning underneath.

2010-02-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

stupid summary review..

gtta passup tmr.....

and i wrote damn little words lahh, and they are all crap seriously.

so GG!!!!!!!

ayye.. teacher say no limitation of words, but mine is seriously ___.

but i cant be bothered already, my eyes hurt..

looking at the dumb screen for too long, and my body wants me to go slp OREDI.

i cant deny my body's order. its from the upper's side order, like my hypothalamus...

ehh no,.. hahahaa.

whateverrrrrrr, im going to slp now.

lets hope ambel wont vomit too much blood this time after reading..

dun think i wil fail, perhaps just, D? hehehhe.

night.

pray for me eyes!!!! painnnnnnnnnn!

xoxo gossip girl

2010-01-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

sorry folks. i know i haven been updating my blog..

well thats because my new bestfren iphone has been making things so conveniently for me that i dont have to use the com to check mails or facebook.

basically, its the stupidest n freaking common powerful phone i love (:

well i admit, i never had a thing for this phone at first, and some may know in fact i think

its a sicko phone initially..

while i was working in ishop, like 2 years ago? somewhere around, well, pple starts to ask when

iphone is launching. at that time, only the states have it, i suppose?

well, i dint really bother much, cause i dont feel anything for this phone, and definitely, im not a apple person. i dun use itunes, and i think its a chore to make things so problematic..

i had this thought all along, until few months back, when i saw my fren using it,...

so i jus check it out, for fun's sake. and i realize that its actually quite a nice phone.

although a lot of pple r using it. very common, but, well, i change my view towards it. and now, i kinda love it very much (:

has been watching lots of gossip girls. and im already at the last few episodes of season 3.

this drama, is very sickening.... BUT, i like it. hahah. because i so freaking love chuck bass!

which is, errm, ed westwick. he's so charming, cute and FLIRT!

sicko babi, BUT i love his faithfulness towards Blair at the last part. so so romantic ^^

i love his ascent too, in the show. his voice is so sexy! and he loook so CUTE.

some may prefer nate archibald, but i still prefer chuck.. hehehe..

but i only like him in gossip girl.. his role, his character.

anyway, im tired.

bought bitbit's food today.

TIRING! :O

i love...

God

family (including bitbit),

J&C <3,

chuck,

ayu.

ok, tahts all i think of.

xoxo!

LIKE FINALLY

2010-01-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

HELLLO PPLE.

HUINING IS DOOPER HAPPY TODAY CAUSE SHE IS FINALLY FREE

from all the stupid pprjects and skills practical.

Thank God i passed my health assessment today. i really prayed hard, and im thankful to GOD:D

got so tyco, and i gt abdomen..

phew....................

ystdae was e shittiest day ever.

having to do the proj, and its so damn last min until cannot last min..

today presentation for post-natal, and we only had our grp meeting yesterday.

wthhhhh....

but anyway, its over.

my heart skipped a million beats today..

since ystdae, it was bad enuff already.

do project, den study health assessment and practice.

couldnt slp well, too worried of EVERYTHING.

slept less den 6 hours,

and u noe i cant slp less den 8hrs!!!!

super panda, and super tired!!!!

our presentation was kinda shitty, teacher ask lotsof qns, but nonetheless,

we didnt fail, and..... everything is over. so be gone for Good!

anyway, mentor has called me for tea 2 days back..

yeah.. about the debarred thing...

alamak.

my attendence rate is 82.?%

below 85% gets debarred.

me, cindy and andy. TSK.

letters sent. sign sign sign....

den........ we may get debarred.

depends on the mood of the directors....

im kinda sad, but already mentally prepared.

just hope they can just give us another chance to sit for the exam, since its so freaking near.

already gt the time table and the seat number.

they shuld c our poor faces, we're so damn stressed enuff.

OKAY, im having menses cramp.

so, very pain. i gtg. bye!

2010-01-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY SKILLS FOR WOUND DRESSING TODAY.

GOT NO TIME TO BLOG.....

gtta do proj and study health assessment.

til thurs.!

damn all these

2010-01-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

chocolate BL40 or iphone?

iphone is too common, and i kinda hate it when i c so many pple using it.

and im still confused.

IM SO STRESS! ):

and very sad. depression. maybe.... >:

today my classmate had their health assessment practicals, it was damn scary.

but good thing vj passed. next week is my turn.

i had to undress. ALL of the upper part of the body, since its lung and thorax for her.

so, it was kinda embarassing, at first.

and it was damn cold. but everything is alright in e end.

so i guess it doesnt really matter, cause she will be my model nxt wk.

yeahh..

den monday got bio practical test. SHITBALL

haven even started.

tues got skills test, wound dressing.

apparently i gt the dates mixed up. so mine is on tues.

i practiced til i vomit blood. even memorizing while i slp,

so i better pass!!! but if i kenna angkuankuan, den perhaps...

even a elite would fail.

thurs, health assessment and post natal project.

Fthis shit.

so STRESSSSSSS!

i haven even practice on my health assessment, and i have to memorise 3 of it.

and each of it seems so~ difficult to memorise..

project? NO YET started.

thats VERY COOL!

gt nth to sayyy, and will remain stress until all these bullshits r done.

and, good news AGAIN. my childbearing module attendance rate has fall below 85% oredi.

woopee. gnna get debarred soon. asshole.

my teacher would be calling soon for tea with me again. and i truly hope everyone will just blind an eye and overlook this.. : '(

very moody, and very upset.

got no confidence in whatever shit i do.

sigh!

-
and i know no one will stand by there for me

hen lei

2010-01-10T17:33:00.001+08:00

bad slp last night, and i almost cough my lungs out.

it was shitty. didnt slp well, seriously. cant get to slp.

and though i might just slept a few winks, i had nightmares.

i dreamt of my baby bunny bitbib..

apparently, in the dream, he became a violent rabbit, and he bites me!

like those that wont let go. scary eh..

thats not the worse, he was so naughty and he literally bit me MANY TIMES.

so i tried to shove it away, but he wouldnt let go, so i used all of my strength,

and tried to get my fingers off his bunnytooth, and i accidentally pushed too hard til i fractured

his neck. so he was like, dead?

eew, its freaking disgusting. and he stoped moving.

so i panicked, and i re-position his neck n tried to do CPR on him???

:l ................ ..........

and he just never move. so i was so upset i cried.

but then a few seconds later, he revived?

what kind of weird dream is this... )':

scare e ass of me. so freaking tired, and this early morning have to go church somemore! D:

after church today, i bathed bitbit. all alone!

im like bathing a baby la. must sing lullaby somemore. so he wont fidget around.

he looks like a alien when he's wet. so skinny somemore. its the fur thats FAT.

dried him with towel, den off to blow dry him..

poor thing, he seems to be shivering..

blow blow ~ halfway the hair dryer stopped working. tsk!

irritating sia. my bunny shivering than that machine died on me.

so i panic,.. den i brought it to the kitchen area where there's sunlight.

keep him warm and try to dry him by using towels.

walauuuuu. took 1 billion years for his fur to dry. dunno what jin gang fur also...

hair dryer took bout 35 mins, moreover im using the sun..

his hands is dirty too, so mom took a unwanted toothbrush rubbed with soap and try to brush

his little tiny hands. hehe, so cute. its like algae hands can. the bottom part so dirty!

alamak.

not my fault okay, i change his bedding and stuff every 2 days. thats tedious enough already.

and he always get so dirty! D: <

hmph. VERY NAUGHTY!

but, he's still very cute. love him so much! esp when he sits at a corner doing nothing, staring into

the thin air, or when he looks at me. so adorable u wouldn't not give him a kiss.

My skills pract is on tues ):

ahhhhhhhhhh!!

stress stress!!!!!!!!

2010-01-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Woah, so its like the 5th already.

i dont know why, but i felt like saying happy new year!

im really very weirddd.... but i only got that 2010 feeling few moments back.

dun get the wrong idea, i do know its 2010 oredi alright...

just that, its like.. WOW, its the 5th today!

amazing right, how time flies.

kinda scary too.

well, i dun remember saying happy new yr, or did i..

whatever it is.. HAPP NU EAR!

watched sherlock holmes today. nice. : D

but i dislike the part where they use the bible and Christians beliefs into something evil.

definitely nt true and sickening. some parts are like related to christ.

like how Lord Jesus resurrected after 3 days.

anyway, im just watching it as a story. wellwell..

no sch tmr. i guess?

many many e learnings. GOOOOOOD

going out with mommy tmr. have fun????!

NO! to the pinnacle. the new house.. help out.

like... i dunno what. just tag along.. dad returned to gz.

zzzzz, poor mommy..

IM TIRED. BYE

PINNACLE PICS, soon.... maybe :D

squeeeze dee pple off dee pas

2010-01-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

feel so disgusted. dun understand why i feel so mean :{... but, when i actually see those photos, it makes me wanna puke one million. gosh, sorry but i cant help disliking u pple. u look like orangutans and wild babes from the west. seriously turning off and yuck, u all look so stooppid and childish as everr.
drum urz freaking chestz and uzzoffz me sight.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyu!

2010-01-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hellooo. my poor pathetic blog got no picz! hahahahaha.

i gt lots of pics, but im seriously lazeeeeeee to upload. : <

very lazy right. what to do.. having my hols now, and sch starts on monday.

i wish i can have more hols.

finally finished my essay ystdae, 5 hours of work though.

1500++ words. talk lots of crap.

reference also anyhow kope and copy one.

mom n dad goes out everyday getting busy for our new house.

renovation stuff, electrircal stuff, ikea, harvey norman... this n that.. beeeeeeeezeeeee folks.

well, i ate porridge this morning, and cleaned bitbit cage again.

my stupid pet is always shitting and eating. but i never feel troublesome when i need to clean his stuff.

cause he's my responsibility, and im in charge of his life, and his everything.

: D

i realize bitz growing a lil bigger. a lil fatter, or rather, the fur got fatter. :/

he's one tiny skinny buck. wait til u see his flat wet fur after his bath. gosh..

u feel like stuffing tons of fatty steak into his little pouty mouth.

and yes, he still eats newspaper, and i have to say "NO" ! x9999999

sometimes, he reacts.. like he understands.. just a little.. i guess.

he's on my lap now, looking into the thin air.. doing nothing.

he's quite obedient, especially when i need to do smth to him, like bathe him, clip his nails.

he sort of get the idea and wont fidget around.

when i put him on the ground, he hop like some wild deers, like so happy being free, and go on

licking dust around. ahhhh!! headache.

he look extremely cute when he stretch and lay sideways just to slp.

the first time i saw, i tot he died, D:

but when i get near, he jump up and sit nicely again.

i love the saw dust on his face. so adorable.

:D okay, shall nt talk anymore bout him.

its 2010. but i feel like im still living in 09.

maybe after chinese new yr, .... i would den have the 2010 feeling.

alright, im gnna play now.

cyahhhhhssss.

sry for my laziness, no pics....

a pic speaks a thousand words i know. but,

i really gtta go!

bye!

outram&tanjongpagar

2009-12-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

went to ikea to find mom and dad.

yawn**** tiring man. haven even do my 1500 word essay.

shitballlllszx000000999999

after ikea, went to our new home.

Pinnacle@duxton.

which is in between outram park and tanjong pagar.

i took some pics, but i'l upload it tmr, or the day afta tmr. cause im very lazy.. :l

so, the garden on the 26th and 50th storey is still working in progress.

its a hdb condo, so.. it does look like,, ermm.,.. both hdb n condo..

well anyway, we're block 1b. living on 25th storey, 25-15. i like e number, cause i like christmas, and

15 is my bdae too.. ^^

so.... enter the house.. so freaking small can.

4 room macam 2 room man. hahaha.

its so freaking turnoff, cause,...... i wish we gt a bigger room.,,, : <

3 rooms in total. bro 1, me n sis one room, masterbed room one...

masterbed room is SMALL TOO!! :l

and not to mention our room..

!!!!!!! irritating~!!!!!

ive measured the room by feet. me feet of course.

im wearing size 5.. with my sneakers on..

so the length is about 10 1/2 and breadth 12

sadddening right!!

smaller den our current house..

lame chop.

But! the scenery and the location is good.

the wind is strong too, on the 25th, basically there's nth to block us, can see many tall buildings far ahead.. nt so far though..

ocbc building, great eastern, all the tall buildings. can see pearl center too(yikes) hate it!

hehehe. turn left you see bukit timah hill, front u see many great buildings, damn tall and high class.

turn right i see the sea.. dunno if tahts the beach, i just see water far away.

you shan* you sui* hahahahah. hao fengsui.

hehee, im just bullshitting, but i like the view. can see the big sky..

too bad its damn small.. ):

we even gt a room, like store room. called the fangkonghao* izit?

in english, i dunno what itsz called.

its for us to hide inside if we kenna bomb by terrorist. LOL

so i suppose the wall there is damn strong. its as strong as my jingang baby huat.

so.... after mom n dad measured this n that, we walk over to cheenatown to eat my fav

frog porridge, chicken wing and ate durians.

its damn near can.. like 5 mins walk..

there's alot of shop there..

so after that, we walk to outram, to serangoon den to marymount home.

journey is quite fast..

cause pinnacle is just between, so u can walk from both outram or tanjong`p. its de same..

mom is designing things, choosing furnitures..

apparently, everyone is fretting because our new home is smaller.

so we cant bring in some of our stuff, like the piano ):

so sadddddd!!!!! i cant play anymore!!!

mom says, if we wanna continue, maybe buy those small electircal piano.

dunno la... c first.

i wish i gt those damn classical piano!

ahhhh, the sound of it would be dazzling! D:

theres more to work on..

all the renovation, and the moving part. most probably march/april move in.

mom is going gz again to buy some furnitures/curtains.

the curtain and sofa i saw in the pic of our gz home is damn chio one okayyy.

so i called mom to get some stuff fm there and take it over to our new home.. <:

we wont be having house warming i think..

but my gd frens, u guys can come anytime, NEXT YR.

must help me too when i move!

heheheh.

im gnna play with bit now.

watch the teevee.. !! 9.30pm!

hashire!

2009-12-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

some pics are posted on fb.
bits,me, and jess, and some old ones.
wil upload here again when i have the time. im tired..

getting very irritated

2009-12-28T19:02:00.001+08:00

parents went to get keys today for our new home at duxton.

so i guess we'l start renovating, and perhaps another few more months..

it would be time for us to move in.

i guess this move will be th 7th/8th time we moved.

im certain i would miss marymount, afterall, ive stayed about 11 years here.

my baby bunny make a mess everyday.

his house is always messy,full of shit, and throws his potty around all the time.

kick out all the sawdust, and i have to vacuum!

it makes me mad just to see the newly neated home into such untidiness + dirtyness.

everytime i sees it, i felt like fainting. it was just few hours ago i cleaned it, and now its like.....

seriously, its alright. its ur home and ur stay. and i really dun mind, cause i would always find time

and just tidy up again, to my best limit and ability.

but bitbit ate newspaper last night.

one big lobang i found. found him shredding, biting, EATING.

gosh.. so freaking worried.

did some research, and found out that rabbits likes to shred stuff and eating papers are kinda common

among rabbits.

but consuming much of them can lead to some probs....

urrrgh! frustrated.

scold or rebuke him wont help out much. he doesnt even understand.

im like talking to a baby.

despite him making me so busy all the time, and all the unneccessary troubles,

i still love him alot alot. cause he's seriously adorable like a baby..

and he's just a bunny. a dirty fella still.

i like to smell him, its so cute, he smells like...... BUNNY. hahahahahah!!!

and his tiny weenie head is so small... and he's skinny with big fat fur.

i love his tiny hands/paws. whatever it is.. i just love it. and i like shaking his hand..

i like to stroke his extremely thin ears, and i like to pat him to slp.

i kinda think he grown a little bit bigger. just a little.

and now i see him. gosh. ITS DIRTY!

i replace the newspaper w cloth, just to test things out. luckily, he didnt try to eat any weird stuff...

but, he's lying comfortably near his potty area.

im having flu again. sneezing here n there.

sounds damn contagious right?

irritating.

now that dad is back, supposed to be happy. :l

man, i have no comments on that.

keep nagging, say this n that.

damn irritating.

烦死人！！

staying at home and relax is wat i planned to do.

but not anymore now.

bro n sis is always away home..

that makes me alone.

im gg out too!

had enough of these nonsense.

sometimes, parents really are IRRITATING!

loving them is one matter, thinking they are irritating is another.

one thing for sure, they never stop yanking.

esp my dad.. im like............................................................................

just keep quiet lor, let them say whatever they want. although inside me, im like..

yaya, whatever-

say what u like.

i was hoping that parents can be more expressive.

tsk. whatever la.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T21:40:00.001+08:00

hey everyone. MERRY CHRISTMAS!
christmas is a very special day to me. cause it brings lots of peace and JOY!
and it really does. if you know the true meaning of it.
2 thousand yrs ago jesus was born into this world,
he was born in Bethlehem, for us, to die for our sins.
he live, and perform miracles, taught us pple, give parables, and most imptly died for us.
all the way to the cross and died. but he rose again on e 3rd day, and he says he will come back the way the pple see him go.
so we must always be prepared..

its a peaceful and beautiful night today(:

i went to church service 10am today.
after service, we had a fab lunch. home, bathe, played psp.
dad came home afta that..
den, out ate our dinner..

bit is with me now, on my lap again.
lately, i have been kinda worried about the eye. kinda heartache, in a way or another.
my poor baby raabit.
its stil v cute as usual... and i wanna protect it like its part of me..

i think it kinda grew a lil bit bigger. idk,. maybe its just me.
YAY, think im gettin a job soon!!!!
so happpppy.
hmmm, i have to get the essay done asap.
scaryy.
1 wk is almost gone, but im stil in the hol mood.
another 1 wk, and sch starts again.

what a turnoff-
ciao

im going through

2009-12-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

my mood sways, and it varies

what i think is alright, becomes shit that fouls

when u thought im happy, well im red

my face deceives, my mind is going on and on.

what i tot can stay, fails me.

what i tot cant stay, surprise me.

dont even dare to think, dont wanna try. cause in the end, im still losing.

by not thinking, maybe i'l be spared.

time can indeed prove everything, everything you want to see.

but it only depends, cause you may not have that time, in time to come..

shitloads of crap, sometimes i think its real. it moves me, touches me, but now, deviation turns

all that to hypocrisies

happiness ive found from my guilt.

so damned but so shock. so unexpected and grateful.

but now some nasty words, and u turned ogre once more.

why cant some things stay

why cant meekness n gentle be seen

why the frustration, why the tone.

just one word, and you blew it all.

shit it. shit this all

I AM FEELING UNCERTAIN ONCE MORE

2009-12-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

(gross old box w lotsof shit and the holes are bitten)

I shall make this short.

out today with shuling and daryl to vivio.

so the main thing i did there, was to buy bitbit cage.

bought the cage, brush and hay for 100 over.

shit ass, heartache like mad. but its necessary i guess.

had a bad slp last night, on top of that, bitbit jump out from his box last night AGAIN.

mom was like waking me, telling me he has jump out again.

so i have to put that poor thing back to that disgusting small box(no offense huatzai)

and tape the box with scotchtape like some luohan zhen.

gosh, i tape it so perfectly..

and slept just next to the box, in case this super baby bunny jump out again,.

luckily, he stayed there nicely without disturbing me.

early morning, went to church.

feels so tired.

after church, home, change. gnna meet my frens at 3.30pm

kinda heard bitibit whinning, dunno izit me or what.. kinda soft.

felt so sorry for him... asked sis to come back and help me feed n play w him, den help me

c for cages. thankfully, she agreed to help..

nice to have a sis loving me pet too. ehhehe

out, den sis called, saying the pet shops arnd are selling cages that are ugly and ex+ small.

so i was at vivio. went over n see.

so happy to c one suitable one and affordable price. 69.9. to be exact.

20+ for the brush, 10 plus for the hay.

): so damn merry christmas.

home with that gigantic cage, without a carrier(shop dun have)

tiringgg!!! was holding on to the hay n brush, w my bag and another muji bag.

a present fm daryl for christmas.

sis told me bit jump out again during their dinner time, despite of the luohan zhen.

URRRGH!!! he's so persistent! n i wonder how he did it.

super baby

finally i got home.

sis n i wash, clean the cage, put stuff, put everything.

finally 1 million yrs has passed, everything is finally done.

as u can c in e pics, bit is v happy w his home, and looking v curious!

now gt good ventilation n euuff space.

makes me happy to see him hoping arnd and exploring.

so kawaii!!!

he kept eating the hay..

apparently, he's nt eating the main course.

that pink cage is chio right!!

dhehhehe, thx!!! choosen by me..

although bitbit is a boyboy, but he wont mind pink i guess.

just for me to c. wahhahahahah!!!!

turning in now.. so tired.

gnight

my rabbbbbitbit

2009-12-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES.

(: really appreciated.

so, u guys must be wondering how i spent my bdae eh?

well. i spent it peacefully this year, invited some of my close frens over my house.

jess, edwin, and cindy!

cindy bought me a 2 mths bunny!

its brown and white, quite small. very adorable!!

: DD

cindy calls it feifei(fatfat)

but actually its quite skinny.

hahaha. we call it bitbit, cause rabbit. <

LOL, thats what my sis call it, so its fine with me.

its a baby boy anyway. and its gentle and v guai in nature.

she's on my lap now while im typing, and it just stays there.

i guess its sleeping. but his ears will raise up when he hears my music.

LOL.

so cute!! mommy hold onto him jus now too, and he's smelling mommy's smelly clothes,

hahah, cause mommy was cooking jus now..

nyway.. im gnna buy bitz his new home tmr or fri.

depends. wanna choose something right for him! hehehe.

and also, the brush. bought the shampoo today.

cleaned him ystdae, took 1 million yrs to dry him. ahhhhhh!!

have photos!!!! will show u when they dumb edwin send me.

he's not online!!!!! i gt some on my fone, but lazy..

anyway, its damn adorable one la. will show it soon kay.

its small, ears and eye area, light brown. nose area and neck to half body is white, den light brown all the way down

psychology presentation tmr.

we're so dead.

the whole thing is like abit common sense.

i dunno how to put it.

somehow it looks weird, but i just dunno how to put it.

spent time doing those stuff.,

and tmr i have to wake early again!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

btw, rabbits slp w their eyes open.

zzz

but they can close their eyes!! hahahahah

i dun like thurs. cause i hate health assessment.

haven do the homework la...

urrrrgh

to dear huining

2009-12-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

Dear hui Ning,

i wish you a happy happy birthday!!

you're finally 18, that makes u a young adult.

so you must be a good girl every now and then.

love you!!
from yourself.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH., im crazy

i wish you can pray for me

2009-12-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

ice skating on dec 12 was fun.

jess and edwin surprised me with a beautiful cake jus when i walk out of the levi's shop

at plaza sing.

ahhhh, was so touch when they start to say happy birthday and stuff.

even though its advance celebration. had a wonderful day.

next they brought me to aston for lunch at cathay.

i had a nice steak and they both had fish..

jess made a collage for me, consisting of me, edwin, jess and siangying during our last yr IT

time together. times at kuriya, snow city, neo prints, sch.

those moments are really gems i might never forget in my entirely life.

after lucnh, we went to kallang ice world.

gosh, it was a new experience. i never skate before, so it was totally something new.

i dont even know hot to Rollerblade, what more walking on a mere thin metal piece.

at first, it was indeed scary, but i was determined to try.

so after we finally had a hard time tying both our skate shoes tight, we went to the ice.

the rink was smaller den i thought, but i guess, its still alright.

we are so noob can. i feel extremely weird while there're many small lil kids around all skating like pro.can spin somemore. i feel like a baby trying to learn how to walk without falling..

and yeah, arnd 5 hours of practice there, i fell like a million times.

my butt is really pain!! and so is my knee.

im really afraid of falling down... THERE ESP.

cause its kinda dangerous i would say..

now, i can finally skate without holing on to the railing for support.

but still a noobcake trust me.

can fall anytime, but edwin says i learn fast/./ at least, faster den him.

guess thats a compliment then : D

im really touched and happy by the things they have done for me, prepared for me.

actually upon receiving the card, i almost cried. but i didnt. ahhaa

i guess, the only thing that makes me cry is those intense moments when i read those touching letters

under a v touching atmosphere and light. HAHAhhahaha

i know they have spent alot of money and time doing the card and the things that has been planned.

thank you so much, i have let you all spent alot...

i hope nxt year and the other coming years to come, you guys can just make a simple card consisting letters instead of spending a bomb for the card. * so appreciated

i was really hoping a letter from you all.

afterall, what i want from you guys, is the thought, the heart of voices that comes from your

inner self..

i read jess's letter given last yr bdae every now and then when im free.

last year, i really had the most memorable birthday..

well, this yr aint too bad too i guess.

i talk alot eh? but the thing is, my birthday is yet over.

another few hours to go, and its like, yay im finally 18. i can finally wath ninja assasin.

HAR!

huatzai must be fuming mad now if she sees this. heheheh..

im going to practice my skill test for tmr.

its medication.. so i gotta learn some of the drug's info.

psychology is making me half dead too..

nyway, got some pics. but i'l post when edwin send me e peeks fm his bodoh iphone ;)